Sometimes I think I'm too quick to take a pain pill or an anxiety pill, like I should just tough it out and see if it passes or I can manage on my own. But then if I wait 6 or 8 hours to take a pain pill, being in pain all that time, it's that much harder to get it down. But then I think I should tough it out and conserve. Ugh. I don't know ( Read more... )

I talked with a co-worker and she said that when she uses her Ultram she adds ibuprofen or Aleve to it and that works. I tried it and it does! I am so happy. :) Funny how things can have a synergistic effect. It lasted me 8 hours though and that was at work where I'm on my feet a lot! The Lyrica is also working and I have less pain. I'm also a ( Read more... )

I'm a little off today. Tired and just feeling blah. I am taking things way too seriously when they aren't meant that way and it spikes my anxiety. I'm a little up and down with the moods too. I just hate even the slightest twinge in this direction because I had a really bad time a few months back and I honestly don't think I could do that again ( Read more... )

I was just thinking there isn't enough room for all the interests I have to list on LJ. I could keep listing until forever! Which is probably why they cut us all off at a certain amount or we'd be taking up page after page ( Read more... )

Dirty Jobs is such a fun show to watch. Mike is hilarious ( Read more... )

It's 3AM and my mind says 'hey, let's be awake!'. :/ Not a clue why! So I'm hitting an anti-histamine even though I hate doing that and waiting for it to kick in and make me sleepy. So much for the Ambien I took earlier. It only let me sleep four hours ( Read more... )

There's a lot of reflection in this entry. It's raw and maybe not something everyone wants to read. But I need to put it down because then I'm responsible for it. If I do it in my own journal where only I can read, then it almost feels like I'm hiding who I am. Because I don't often speak of this part of myself to you guys, just the superficial ' ( Read more... )

Okay I am a little crazy without sleep here so let's see if I can do a good update. Aaron decided getting up at 3:30AM was good. And I didn't sleep at all yet because Jim got home from school and we thought we would stay up and do fun parent stuff. XD; So Jim gets to sleep until 10AM because I work tonight so I'll lay down from then until 5PM. So ( Read more... )

I am sooooo behind! Work has been too crazy lately to do any catching up and home has only been two days off in a row so the first day is spent half-way sleeping and the second just chilling with family. I got really spoiled by the four days off in a row happening a lot in summer, lol. I'm hoping to get caught up soon but I'm not sure how soon ( Read more... )

I am just so lazy lately about updating, lol. I sometimes just get where I have a whole lot to say I just don't feel like typing it up ( Read more... )