I am restless. I am insanely bored and want lots of things I can't have. It's too close to bedtime and I don't want to go to bed. But I can't figure out what the hell I want to do instead. Grr. I hate moments like these. Makes me want to scramble my brains a bit and see what I get out of it ( Read more... )

For the past week I feel like I've been going crazy. Jittery, nausea, migraine-like headaches, weird brain zaps, tremors, crying at the drop of a hat (I cried at work the other night; not good!) severe anxiety, wanting to sleep all the time, severe depression, flu/cold like symptoms, diarrhea, stomach in knots. dizzy... I finally realized it ( Read more... )

Okay I am a little crazy without sleep here so let's see if I can do a good update. Aaron decided getting up at 3:30AM was good. And I didn't sleep at all yet because Jim got home from school and we thought we would stay up and do fun parent stuff. XD; So Jim gets to sleep until 10AM because I work tonight so I'll lay down from then until 5PM. So ( Read more... )

I got all caught up on my replies! Woo hoo. Go me. Now I just nead to get caught up reading my friends list. Hahaha ( Read more... )

Hope everyone had a good Christmas! I am super duper far behind here in LJ-land ( Read more... )

I got a call from the hospital today and they offered me a night position. It'll go to 12 hours, but it'll be only three days a week. So that'll add up to 72 hours every pay period. 72 hours... at FRIGGING $30.80 an hour! I'm actually kinda in shock, because that doubles my monthy wages! I was starting to feel as if I'd never get my RN and... Well ( Read more... )

I gave Aaron KFC mac & cheese and mashed potatoes tonight. He started out good using his fork and spoon, and then must've just though 'to hell with this!' and started using his hands. When he was done, he had it everywhere... Even in his eyelashes! Hahaha! I gave him a bath when he was done, needless to say. That surely broke his heart, as he doesn ( Read more... )

Okay then. Done being psycho on predisone now. It's been such a bad few days on that stuff (as you can probably see by my entry...) that I quit it early. Starting to feel human again already. I have never been so... crazy in my life. Not even in my lowest moments of depression. It was scary...

I had three days off, but two of them were spent four hours away because Jim's grandma passed away. We went to the funeral, and it was a really nice service. I missed my baby, but I know he had fun at my aunt's and my grandma's. He always does, and it's good for him to socialize with other people. That way he's a social baby and has no problems ( Read more... )