Aug 23, 2010 01:40
I'm a little off today. Tired and just feeling blah. I am taking things way too seriously when they aren't meant that way and it spikes my anxiety. I'm a little up and down with the moods too. I just hate even the slightest twinge in this direction because I had a really bad time a few months back and I honestly don't think I could do that again.
My patient just informed me that voices were coming from the IV pump. Hmm. I think we have a problem here.
I am going to do random prompts here because I seriously have nothing exciting to say. I slept all day and now I'm at work, lol.
Did you have a favorite TV or radio program as a child? Tell about it.
I had so many, but the one that really stuck out for me was She-Ra. I loved watching that cartoon and I wanted the She-Ra dolls really badly. I think my grandparents bought me one. It was the ice queen or something or other. I remember thinking she was so beautiful.
I am trying one day at a time. Honestly, things are so much less overwhelming if I just deal with them in the present as much as possible. I can't change the past. I can't predict the future. I can only make the now the best now I possibly can. Doesn't mean I won't fail, because I often do fail and get lazy, or become ungrateful, or grouchy.
I am getting so excited about the trip to Vegas with the girls from work. We just booked our plane tickets and hotel rooms last night. We are so going to have a blast. I bought a jacket that is smaller than I am now with the hope I will be able to wear it come the end of October. I am exercising like a fiend. No weight loss yet but I am slightly smaller. I just feel like it's so slow. Honestly, I hope it is my thyroid because that would be an easy fix for losing hair and non-budging weight and more tired than usual and leg pains.
I can hardly wait until my doctor's appointment on the 25th so I can just get it checked.
childhood,
anxiety,
random,
exercise,
weight,
work,
depression,
vegas