hola! ok im sick of this account. so i made a new one! the name is brokinhartsclub. so all of you that consider me a friend, go to that one now! and that one i swear to keep updated as best as possible! adios muchachos!!

do you know what it feels like to be in love? so many people say that love is such an amazing thing. and i agree to some extent. the love between me and my family is amazing. the love between me and my friends is amazing. but the love between me and her kind of sucks. i remember meeting her. i thought she was the cutest girl i had ever seen. my ( Read more... )

wow talk about not updating in a while. i guess ive been busy. not like anyone actually reads this thing. otherwise they should be kind enough to comment. just so i know im not writing to nobody. anywho. i just watched the finale of the bacholer(i know its lame its the only episode ive seen) and it made realize how badly i want to be in love. i ( Read more... )

omgawd my effing sister made me cry! look what she wrote to me ( Read more... )

I LOVE AMY MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE! SHE IS THE GREATEST PERSON! WE HAVE SOME RAD MEMORIES TOGETHER WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I CANT WAIT UNTIL AMY IS NO LONGER GROUNDED SO WE CAN HAVE HOTT WILD LESBIAN SEX ALL DAY EVERYDAY!!!! IM SOOOOOO FUCKING IN LOVE WITH HER! YOU HAVE NO IDEA ( Read more... )

so im in bed last night sleeping like most people do when my phone rings. its about midnight. i answer it. this is my conversation: me"hello?" HIM"hey" me"whoa, hi" HIM"what are you doing?" me"umm, sleeping... where are you?" HIM"hanging out with my buddy jason, you know jason right?" me"yeah. i meant are you in california"" HIM"haha yeah im in ( Read more... )

so i found out some news tonight that didnt quite come easy. i was upset. i made myself sick. but i never once cried. i talked to some people about it and i realized that i dont need that kind of bullshit in my life. so fuck them! fuck you for breaking my heart. fuck you for breaking my trust. fuck you for lying to me. fuck you for hurting me. fuck ( Read more... )

so my trip to NY. dunno. 50% of me wants to go on this trip. 50% of me wants to save the money for an apartment in march. i was really stressing on this. didnt know what to do. both are very important to me. but then i talked to Danielle, and she thought of a briliant idea. CAR WASH! so. i have decided to have a car wash next weekend. if i can earn ( Read more... )

hmm... ok.. heres my update. friday, was in a bad mood. went to the doctors. found out i have a cyst. might have a blood disease. matt came over. that made me happy. til he actually got here and pretty much ignored me the whole time. he spent the whole time on the phone, or talking to my sisters. jill and laura showed up. matt asked them to go to a ( Read more... )

shit went down. having major drama. dont want to be here. i cut.