Fanfiction + Meta Master Post
Here you'll find links to my work from Supernatural, Glee and a few other fandoms. All my fics (many more than listed here) can be found at FF.N. I also cross-post to AO3 and my Klaine fic is cross-posted at S&C. Find me on Tumblr as well.
Blanket Permission to Podfic/Translate/Archive/etc: You do not need to ask my permission to remix, podfic, translate, create art for or create secondary fanwork of any fanwork I have created. But please credit me and include a link back to my work. And let me know because I'd love to see it!
Supernatural
Multi-Chaptered
Dark Side of the Hunt
Summary: [Post-6.14] When news of Sam and Dean's return to the hunt gets around, some old "friends" come back to find out what's going on. With Sam missing, Dean and Bobby race to find him before the rogue hunters do something to crumble the wall in Sam's mind.
Ladder to the Stars
Summary: [Post-6.22] "There is more than one way to destroy a human soul. Isn't that right, Sam?"
Challenge Fics
Mirror Mirror
Summary: [Post-6.22] Sam's first glimpse in the mirror once the wall comes down shows a broken, battered soul.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
The Cancer Inside: Part 1 | Part 2
Summary: Still angry at Sam for his betrayal and starting the Apocalypse, Dean harbors some less than pleasant wishes toward his brother, and a run-in with a djinn gives him exactly what he wants...
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Let It Break: Part 1 | Part 2
Summary: [Post-6.21] Sam's hurting and Dean's grieving. But rather than burden his brother, Sam hides the injuries he received at the hands of Crowley's demons and the aftereffects. Needless to say, things don't go well for anyone.
Written for the Summer of Sam Love fic exchange.
The Grief That Does Not Speak
Summary: [post-5.10] More than anything, Sam didn’t think he could bear Dean realizing he was sick and not worrying. That would break him faster than anything Lucifer could ever do or say.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Call Your Name
Summary: If Lucifer thought he could take something as innocent as a childhood nickname and twist it into something sick and torturous, he had another thing coming. He'd had already taken everything else from them and tainted it. He couldn’t have "Sammy" too.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
My Heart Stumbles On
Summary: [7.06 AU] The Dean-adjacent leviathan ripped into Sam, breaking not only skin, but his tenuous grip on reality and his faith in his his stone number one: Dean.
Written for this prompt at the OhSam hurt/comfort fic challenge
Out of the Darkness
Summary: [5.04 AU] When Dean can't get a hold of Sam after his trip to the future, he finds his brother beaten nearly to death. With Sam in a coma he refuses to come out of, Dean must convince him that there is still something worth fighting for and that they are stronger together after all.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Erised
Summary: For Sam, Harry Potter and birthdays were just reminders of Jessica.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Twenty-Nine
Summary: Dean wants to celebrate Sam's birthday. Sam's having none of it.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
(Show Me How to Be) Whole Again
Summary: [Post-7.17] After getting out of the hospital, Sam’s exhausted and skittish. Dean’s still processing everything. Together they deal.
Written for for SPN Summer Gen fic exchange.
Coming Home
Summary: Pre-series. After a hunt finishes early, Dean finds himself in Palo Alto, checking up on how his little brother is adjusting to college life.
Written for the spn_j2_xmas fic exchange.
Episode Tags
Breath
Summary: [6.12 tag] Dean watches Sam sleep the first night in Portland.
Dream a Little Dream
Summary: [6.12 tag] Lucifer's not letting go of Sam so easily, Death's Great Wall of Sam or no.
Slows You Down
Summary: [6.13 missing scene] Sam remembers. Did he really say that about family?
Package Deal
Summary: [6.14 missing scene] In those three minutes that Sam had been unresponsive, when Dean had thought the wall had come down completely and Sam might very well be lost to him forever, Dean had realized something.
Lessons Unlearned
Summary: [6.19 coda] The moment Sam sees the sulfur on the floor, he knows. He's all too familiar with doing the wrong things for the right reasons, after all.
Set Fire to the Rain
Summary: [6.20 coda] Dean and Castiel's conversation was a lot like the night Sam broke Dean's trust in that honeymoon suite. The only thing missing from the scene was for Cas to take a swing at Dean.
For My Brother
Summary: [6.22 missing scene] Castiel raises a hand, Sam collapses, and Dean makes a decision about loyalty. He has no regrets, not when it comes to Sam.
Come Undone
Summary: [7.01 tag] The Devil reveled in breaking Sam, curling up inside him and gluing the shattered pieces back together with his tainted, poisonous Grace. But this might very well break Sam beyond repair. And Lucifer knew it.
Stone Number One
Summary: [7.06 tag] Dean was Sam's stone number one and he was building his sanity on that. But what happens when that stone cracks?
Running Up That Hill
Summary: [7.13 Coda] The days that Sam doesn’t go running are the bad days. The day after Emma is a bad day.
Damaged
Summary: [7.14 Tag] It wasn't until the lights were off and Sam's breathing had evened out in sleep that Dean's grin faltered.
Lay Your Weary Head to Rest
Summary: [7.17 Tag] It's only now that Dean can let himself dare to believe the words he'd told Sam in that warehouse all those months ago: "We got you out, Sammy."
On the Road to Stockholm
Summary: [7.17 Tag] For the briefest of moments, as Sam looks around the darkened motel room, he’s surprised to realize that he’s disappointed that it's quiet.
Refuge
Summary: [7.23 Tag] It was two in the morning on a cold, rainy May night when Jody Mills heard a knock at her door.
A New Normal
Summary: Sequel to "Refuge." Together Sam and Jody look for a way to rescue Dean. Sam reaches his breaking point.
Crossovers
Remember the Name (Supernatural/The Vampire Diaries)
Summary: Alaric gets a phone call from a couple of big league hunters about a vampire case.
Meta
Sam Winchester and the Evolution of a "Freak"
Metafiction, Supernatural, and the Double Death of the Author
[Post-7.17 Theory] Does Sam Have a Psychic Connection to Lucifer in Hell?
'Supernatural' Comic-Con teasers: Our hopes for season 8
The Humanity of the Winchesters: Sam, Dean, and the Superhuman Bond Between Brothers
Glee
Multi-Chaptered
Title: A Heavy Heart to Carry
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine, one-sided Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 66,300
Summary: When a hate crime leaves Blaine in the hospital and re-opens old hurts he’d thought buried, Kurt and Sebastian grudgingly work together to look after him, neither trusting the other not to hurt Blaine further.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C | Tumblr | PDF/ePub
Not Words ‘verse
Title: Not Words But Meanings
Pairing(s): Gen, pre-Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,800
Summary: The last place Sebastian expected to run into Blaine again was in a New York coffee shop where he was singing bitter songs about heartbreak.
Notes: First in the Not Words ‘verse. Written for Seblaine week 2013.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: No Remedy For Love
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,250
Summary: There might be a lot of baggage between them, but there was something incredibly easy about being with Sebastian.
Notes: Second in the Not Words ‘verse. Written for Seblaine Week 2013.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Heart, Forever Inexperienced
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,500
Summary: Blaine really thought he was moving on, but he’d been too caught up wallowing in his heartbreak to open up completely.
Notes: Third in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: A Fine Mingling
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,280
Summary: There was something to be said about letting go of the past to live in the present and look to the future.
Notes: Fourth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Greater Part of Life
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 5,205
Summary: It hit Blaine just how many people he still had in his life who cared about him. He’d spent so much time focusing on what he’d lost that he hadn’t let how much he already had sink in.
Notes: Fifth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: More Than Ghosts
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 6,450
Summary: For too long Blaine had let the ghosts of the past haunt him. It was time to let go, even if a present with Sebastian promised to be messy.
Notes: Sixth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: So Like Fear
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 6,150
Summary: Sebastian had completely shut down in his grief, so Blaine did the only thing he could-he stayed with Sebastian the way Sebastian had for him so many times already in their short relationship.
Notes: Seventh in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: In Closer Bonds
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 5,315
Summary: It scared Blaine sometimes how hard he’d fallen once he’d let himself feel again, but Sebastian-he was risk and reward, danger and safety, threat and protection all at once. He made Blaine feel alive. But lately… Lately, it hurt.
Note: This is the eighth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Shadows Thrown
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 5,900
Summary: As the weather cooled, Blaine and Sebastian tried to avoid the pitfalls that had taken them on a roller coaster over the summer, but certain hurts, some older than others, still lingered.
Note: This is the ninth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: Summertime Sadness
Pairing(s): Gen, mentioned Klaine, pre-Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG
Words: 1,800
Summary: The summer between junior and senior years, Blaine runs into Sebastian at the library. Literally.
Note: A Not Words 'verse prelude. Written for the Seblaine Sunday prompt "Library."
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Assassin ‘verse [Spy!AU]
Title: Assassin
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 2,950
Summary: When CIA agent Blaine Anderson is sent to kill rogue MI6 operative Sebastian Smythe, their history in the field together complicates the mission.
Note: This is the first in the Assassin ’verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: Winter Clarity
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 2,700
Summary: It had been two weeks since Sebastian had been captured and he had no illusions about his fate; he was sure he was going to die in this hellhole of a prison, so surprise rescue was the last thing he expected.
Note: This is the second in the Assassin ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Kurt/Blaine
Title: Before You Met Me (I Was All Right)
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,420
Summary: Without New Directions, Kurt never goes to Dalton to spy on the Warblers. For Blaine, life goes on… except for those strange moments he feels like something is missing.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C
Title: Where My Demons Hide
Pairing(s): Past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 6,540
Summary: On a surprise trip to Lima six months after the breakup, Kurt runs into Blaine and Sebastian at the Lima Bean. But while hurts run deep, things aren’t always as they seem, and Kurt finds that maybe there is reason for hope.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C
Sebastian/Blaine
Title: We’ve Got All Year
Pairing(s): Pre-Sebastian/Blaine, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 2,150
Summary: Blaine sits on the edge of his bed, tracing the red piping of the Dalton blazer when Sebastian shows up to follow up on the Warblers’ recruitment pitch.
Note: Written for Seblaine Sunday for the prompt “Dalton blazer.”
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Long Game
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine, mentioned Kurt/Blaine, past Sebastian/Adam
Fandom(s): Glee, White Collar
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,350
Summary: With only months left on a four-year sentence, con artist Sebastian Smythe escapes from prison. Blaine Anderson, the FBI agent who first caught him, is once again put on his trail.
Notes: White Collar!AU. Written for Seblaine Week 2013.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: A Far Better Rest
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine UST, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 5,520
Summary: Blaine runs into Sebastian after Kurt cancels their Christmas plans. Set before “Glee Actually.”
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: All I Find Is You
Pairing(s): One-sided Sebastian/Blaine, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,740
Summary: When the Dalton lacrosse team plays McKinley, Sebastian finds himself unable to keep his eyes off McKinley’s male Cheerio.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Gen
Title: What Strange Creatures
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine, platonic Blam
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,000
Summary: When Cooper comes home for a surprise visit, he finds Blaine and a friend in a compromising position.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: What Strange Creatures part 2
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine, platonic Blam
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,060
Summary: Cooper takes Blaine to a gay bar to raise his spirits, but Blaine is having none of it. Sam tries to rectify that.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: Oh, Whistle and Come to Us
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,155
Summary: Whistles had come to mean something both haunting and seductive to Blaine by the time the Warblers performed “Whistle” at Sectionals.
Notes: Inspired by Klaineharmony’s meta on the subject.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C
Episode tags
Title: A Certain Kind of Sadness
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,520
Summary: [3.15 tag] The first time Blaine hears Kurt’s ringtone, he spit out his coffee.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: Trio
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,090
Summary: [4.11 coda] Kurt wonders, then, when Blaine, Sam, and Tina became the Harry, Ron, and Hermione of McKinley.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: I’ll Be There for You
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 3,550
Summary: [4.12 tag] “You’re one of the good guys, and I’ve got a whole glee club that agrees with me.” Blaine uses Sam’s words against him. Or, Blaine makes the video.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: Wake Up Dreaming
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 1,330
Summary: [4.14 tag] The first time Kurt realizes there’s something different about Blaine, it’s mid-January.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr | S&C
Title: Aftermath
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine, one-sided Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,235
Summary: [4.14 coda] Kurt and Blaine run into Sebastian after their double feature.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr | S&C
Title: Just for One Day
Pairing(s): Gen
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,020
Summary: [4.16 tag] “Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to help Nightbird infiltrate the Cheerios in order to gather evidence to end Coach Sylvester’s reign of terror by graduation.”
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Title: An Ache I Still Remember
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen, background Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 6,200
Summary: When an FBI agent from New York bursts into the auditorium and starts calling Cooper “Neal,” Blaine realizes there’s a lot more to his big brother and his disappearing act eight years before than he’d ever imagined.
Notes: First in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: South From That Place
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 805
Summary: It was a month after Cooper’s dramatic escape from Lima that Blaine got a postcard.
Notes: Second in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: After the Storm
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen, background Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 1,970
Summary: Blaine gets a call when Peter gets a lead on Cooper/Neal’s whereabouts.
Notes: Third in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: Miles of Clouded Hell
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,400
Summary: Blaine visits his brother in the wake of his breakup with Kurt.
Notes: Fourth in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Meta
Inadequacy, Identity, and Isolation: Why Blaine Cheating Is a Symptom Rather Than the Problem
Silence, Solitude, and Sidekicks: Blaine in the Wake of the Breakup
Inclusion, Challenges, and Invitations: On the Warblers' Post-Blaine Dalton Performances
"I know what that does to you, when I win." Kurt, Blaine, and the game in 4x14
"Come What May": A Roadmap to Kurt and Blaine's Past, Present, and Future
Other Fandoms
Vampire Diaries
Be Still and Know
Summary: With most things, Damon wasn't sure of what he'd had until he lost it. Alaric was no exception.
Crossovers
Ghosts That We Knew (White Collar/Chuck)
Summary: Ring operatives showing up in New York threaten to blow Neal's cover. After all, Bryce Larkin is supposed to be dead. For good this time.
Blanket Permission to Podfic/Translate/Archive/etc: You do not need to ask my permission to remix, podfic, translate, create art for or create secondary fanwork of any fanwork I have created. But please credit me and include a link back to my work. And let me know because I'd love to see it!
Supernatural
Multi-Chaptered
Dark Side of the Hunt
Summary: [Post-6.14] When news of Sam and Dean's return to the hunt gets around, some old "friends" come back to find out what's going on. With Sam missing, Dean and Bobby race to find him before the rogue hunters do something to crumble the wall in Sam's mind.
Ladder to the Stars
Summary: [Post-6.22] "There is more than one way to destroy a human soul. Isn't that right, Sam?"
Challenge Fics
Mirror Mirror
Summary: [Post-6.22] Sam's first glimpse in the mirror once the wall comes down shows a broken, battered soul.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
The Cancer Inside: Part 1 | Part 2
Summary: Still angry at Sam for his betrayal and starting the Apocalypse, Dean harbors some less than pleasant wishes toward his brother, and a run-in with a djinn gives him exactly what he wants...
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Let It Break: Part 1 | Part 2
Summary: [Post-6.21] Sam's hurting and Dean's grieving. But rather than burden his brother, Sam hides the injuries he received at the hands of Crowley's demons and the aftereffects. Needless to say, things don't go well for anyone.
Written for the Summer of Sam Love fic exchange.
The Grief That Does Not Speak
Summary: [post-5.10] More than anything, Sam didn’t think he could bear Dean realizing he was sick and not worrying. That would break him faster than anything Lucifer could ever do or say.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Call Your Name
Summary: If Lucifer thought he could take something as innocent as a childhood nickname and twist it into something sick and torturous, he had another thing coming. He'd had already taken everything else from them and tainted it. He couldn’t have "Sammy" too.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
My Heart Stumbles On
Summary: [7.06 AU] The Dean-adjacent leviathan ripped into Sam, breaking not only skin, but his tenuous grip on reality and his faith in his his stone number one: Dean.
Written for this prompt at the OhSam hurt/comfort fic challenge
Out of the Darkness
Summary: [5.04 AU] When Dean can't get a hold of Sam after his trip to the future, he finds his brother beaten nearly to death. With Sam in a coma he refuses to come out of, Dean must convince him that there is still something worth fighting for and that they are stronger together after all.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Erised
Summary: For Sam, Harry Potter and birthdays were just reminders of Jessica.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
Twenty-Nine
Summary: Dean wants to celebrate Sam's birthday. Sam's having none of it.
Written for this prompt at an OhSam Comment Fic Meme.
(Show Me How to Be) Whole Again
Summary: [Post-7.17] After getting out of the hospital, Sam’s exhausted and skittish. Dean’s still processing everything. Together they deal.
Written for for SPN Summer Gen fic exchange.
Coming Home
Summary: Pre-series. After a hunt finishes early, Dean finds himself in Palo Alto, checking up on how his little brother is adjusting to college life.
Written for the spn_j2_xmas fic exchange.
Episode Tags
Breath
Summary: [6.12 tag] Dean watches Sam sleep the first night in Portland.
Dream a Little Dream
Summary: [6.12 tag] Lucifer's not letting go of Sam so easily, Death's Great Wall of Sam or no.
Slows You Down
Summary: [6.13 missing scene] Sam remembers. Did he really say that about family?
Package Deal
Summary: [6.14 missing scene] In those three minutes that Sam had been unresponsive, when Dean had thought the wall had come down completely and Sam might very well be lost to him forever, Dean had realized something.
Lessons Unlearned
Summary: [6.19 coda] The moment Sam sees the sulfur on the floor, he knows. He's all too familiar with doing the wrong things for the right reasons, after all.
Set Fire to the Rain
Summary: [6.20 coda] Dean and Castiel's conversation was a lot like the night Sam broke Dean's trust in that honeymoon suite. The only thing missing from the scene was for Cas to take a swing at Dean.
For My Brother
Summary: [6.22 missing scene] Castiel raises a hand, Sam collapses, and Dean makes a decision about loyalty. He has no regrets, not when it comes to Sam.
Come Undone
Summary: [7.01 tag] The Devil reveled in breaking Sam, curling up inside him and gluing the shattered pieces back together with his tainted, poisonous Grace. But this might very well break Sam beyond repair. And Lucifer knew it.
Stone Number One
Summary: [7.06 tag] Dean was Sam's stone number one and he was building his sanity on that. But what happens when that stone cracks?
Running Up That Hill
Summary: [7.13 Coda] The days that Sam doesn’t go running are the bad days. The day after Emma is a bad day.
Damaged
Summary: [7.14 Tag] It wasn't until the lights were off and Sam's breathing had evened out in sleep that Dean's grin faltered.
Lay Your Weary Head to Rest
Summary: [7.17 Tag] It's only now that Dean can let himself dare to believe the words he'd told Sam in that warehouse all those months ago: "We got you out, Sammy."
On the Road to Stockholm
Summary: [7.17 Tag] For the briefest of moments, as Sam looks around the darkened motel room, he’s surprised to realize that he’s disappointed that it's quiet.
Refuge
Summary: [7.23 Tag] It was two in the morning on a cold, rainy May night when Jody Mills heard a knock at her door.
A New Normal
Summary: Sequel to "Refuge." Together Sam and Jody look for a way to rescue Dean. Sam reaches his breaking point.
Crossovers
Remember the Name (Supernatural/The Vampire Diaries)
Summary: Alaric gets a phone call from a couple of big league hunters about a vampire case.
Meta
Sam Winchester and the Evolution of a "Freak"
Metafiction, Supernatural, and the Double Death of the Author
[Post-7.17 Theory] Does Sam Have a Psychic Connection to Lucifer in Hell?
'Supernatural' Comic-Con teasers: Our hopes for season 8
The Humanity of the Winchesters: Sam, Dean, and the Superhuman Bond Between Brothers
Glee
Multi-Chaptered
Title: A Heavy Heart to Carry
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine, one-sided Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 66,300
Summary: When a hate crime leaves Blaine in the hospital and re-opens old hurts he’d thought buried, Kurt and Sebastian grudgingly work together to look after him, neither trusting the other not to hurt Blaine further.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C | Tumblr | PDF/ePub
Not Words ‘verse
Title: Not Words But Meanings
Pairing(s): Gen, pre-Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,800
Summary: The last place Sebastian expected to run into Blaine again was in a New York coffee shop where he was singing bitter songs about heartbreak.
Notes: First in the Not Words ‘verse. Written for Seblaine week 2013.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: No Remedy For Love
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,250
Summary: There might be a lot of baggage between them, but there was something incredibly easy about being with Sebastian.
Notes: Second in the Not Words ‘verse. Written for Seblaine Week 2013.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Heart, Forever Inexperienced
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,500
Summary: Blaine really thought he was moving on, but he’d been too caught up wallowing in his heartbreak to open up completely.
Notes: Third in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: A Fine Mingling
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,280
Summary: There was something to be said about letting go of the past to live in the present and look to the future.
Notes: Fourth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Greater Part of Life
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 5,205
Summary: It hit Blaine just how many people he still had in his life who cared about him. He’d spent so much time focusing on what he’d lost that he hadn’t let how much he already had sink in.
Notes: Fifth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: More Than Ghosts
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 6,450
Summary: For too long Blaine had let the ghosts of the past haunt him. It was time to let go, even if a present with Sebastian promised to be messy.
Notes: Sixth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: So Like Fear
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 6,150
Summary: Sebastian had completely shut down in his grief, so Blaine did the only thing he could-he stayed with Sebastian the way Sebastian had for him so many times already in their short relationship.
Notes: Seventh in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: In Closer Bonds
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 5,315
Summary: It scared Blaine sometimes how hard he’d fallen once he’d let himself feel again, but Sebastian-he was risk and reward, danger and safety, threat and protection all at once. He made Blaine feel alive. But lately… Lately, it hurt.
Note: This is the eighth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Shadows Thrown
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 5,900
Summary: As the weather cooled, Blaine and Sebastian tried to avoid the pitfalls that had taken them on a roller coaster over the summer, but certain hurts, some older than others, still lingered.
Note: This is the ninth in the Not Words ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: Summertime Sadness
Pairing(s): Gen, mentioned Klaine, pre-Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG
Words: 1,800
Summary: The summer between junior and senior years, Blaine runs into Sebastian at the library. Literally.
Note: A Not Words 'verse prelude. Written for the Seblaine Sunday prompt "Library."
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Assassin ‘verse [Spy!AU]
Title: Assassin
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 2,950
Summary: When CIA agent Blaine Anderson is sent to kill rogue MI6 operative Sebastian Smythe, their history in the field together complicates the mission.
Note: This is the first in the Assassin ’verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: Winter Clarity
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Words: 2,700
Summary: It had been two weeks since Sebastian had been captured and he had no illusions about his fate; he was sure he was going to die in this hellhole of a prison, so surprise rescue was the last thing he expected.
Note: This is the second in the Assassin ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Kurt/Blaine
Title: Before You Met Me (I Was All Right)
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,420
Summary: Without New Directions, Kurt never goes to Dalton to spy on the Warblers. For Blaine, life goes on… except for those strange moments he feels like something is missing.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C
Title: Where My Demons Hide
Pairing(s): Past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 6,540
Summary: On a surprise trip to Lima six months after the breakup, Kurt runs into Blaine and Sebastian at the Lima Bean. But while hurts run deep, things aren’t always as they seem, and Kurt finds that maybe there is reason for hope.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C
Sebastian/Blaine
Title: We’ve Got All Year
Pairing(s): Pre-Sebastian/Blaine, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 2,150
Summary: Blaine sits on the edge of his bed, tracing the red piping of the Dalton blazer when Sebastian shows up to follow up on the Warblers’ recruitment pitch.
Note: Written for Seblaine Sunday for the prompt “Dalton blazer.”
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: The Long Game
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine, mentioned Kurt/Blaine, past Sebastian/Adam
Fandom(s): Glee, White Collar
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,350
Summary: With only months left on a four-year sentence, con artist Sebastian Smythe escapes from prison. Blaine Anderson, the FBI agent who first caught him, is once again put on his trail.
Notes: White Collar!AU. Written for Seblaine Week 2013.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: A Far Better Rest
Pairing(s): Sebastian/Blaine UST, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 5,520
Summary: Blaine runs into Sebastian after Kurt cancels their Christmas plans. Set before “Glee Actually.”
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: All I Find Is You
Pairing(s): One-sided Sebastian/Blaine, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,740
Summary: When the Dalton lacrosse team plays McKinley, Sebastian finds himself unable to keep his eyes off McKinley’s male Cheerio.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Gen
Title: What Strange Creatures
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine, platonic Blam
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,000
Summary: When Cooper comes home for a surprise visit, he finds Blaine and a friend in a compromising position.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: What Strange Creatures part 2
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine, platonic Blam
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,060
Summary: Cooper takes Blaine to a gay bar to raise his spirits, but Blaine is having none of it. Sam tries to rectify that.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Title: Oh, Whistle and Come to Us
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,155
Summary: Whistles had come to mean something both haunting and seductive to Blaine by the time the Warblers performed “Whistle” at Sectionals.
Notes: Inspired by Klaineharmony’s meta on the subject.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | S&C
Episode tags
Title: A Certain Kind of Sadness
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,520
Summary: [3.15 tag] The first time Blaine hears Kurt’s ringtone, he spit out his coffee.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: Trio
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,090
Summary: [4.11 coda] Kurt wonders, then, when Blaine, Sam, and Tina became the Harry, Ron, and Hermione of McKinley.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: I’ll Be There for You
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG
Word count: 3,550
Summary: [4.12 tag] “You’re one of the good guys, and I’ve got a whole glee club that agrees with me.” Blaine uses Sam’s words against him. Or, Blaine makes the video.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: Wake Up Dreaming
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 1,330
Summary: [4.14 tag] The first time Kurt realizes there’s something different about Blaine, it’s mid-January.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr | S&C
Title: Aftermath
Pairing(s): Kurt/Blaine, one-sided Sebastian/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,235
Summary: [4.14 coda] Kurt and Blaine run into Sebastian after their double feature.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr | S&C
Title: Just for One Day
Pairing(s): Gen
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,020
Summary: [4.16 tag] “Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to help Nightbird infiltrate the Cheerios in order to gather evidence to end Coach Sylvester’s reign of terror by graduation.”
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3 | Tumblr
Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Title: An Ache I Still Remember
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen, background Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 6,200
Summary: When an FBI agent from New York bursts into the auditorium and starts calling Cooper “Neal,” Blaine realizes there’s a lot more to his big brother and his disappearing act eight years before than he’d ever imagined.
Notes: First in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse.
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: South From That Place
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 805
Summary: It was a month after Cooper’s dramatic escape from Lima that Blaine got a postcard.
Notes: Second in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: After the Storm
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen, background Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 1,970
Summary: Blaine gets a call when Peter gets a lead on Cooper/Neal’s whereabouts.
Notes: Third in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Title: Miles of Clouded Hell
Fandoms: Glee, White Collar
Pairing(s): Gen, past Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 4,400
Summary: Blaine visits his brother in the wake of his breakup with Kurt.
Notes: Fourth in the Brother I Still Remember ‘verse
Links: LJ | FF.N | AO3
Meta
Inadequacy, Identity, and Isolation: Why Blaine Cheating Is a Symptom Rather Than the Problem
Silence, Solitude, and Sidekicks: Blaine in the Wake of the Breakup
Inclusion, Challenges, and Invitations: On the Warblers' Post-Blaine Dalton Performances
"I know what that does to you, when I win." Kurt, Blaine, and the game in 4x14
"Come What May": A Roadmap to Kurt and Blaine's Past, Present, and Future
Other Fandoms
Vampire Diaries
Be Still and Know
Summary: With most things, Damon wasn't sure of what he'd had until he lost it. Alaric was no exception.
Crossovers
Ghosts That We Knew (White Collar/Chuck)
Summary: Ring operatives showing up in New York threaten to blow Neal's cover. After all, Bryce Larkin is supposed to be dead. For good this time.