stage IV. Treatable, not curable. Spread to bone and liver. I'm absolutely crushed for her. I took her up there to help her get her stuff. They played nice with her. Wouldn't even ACKNOWLEDGE me. I must have REALLY pissed them off by putting in my two weeks to be completely written off like that. Oh well. I really don't give a rats ass what they ( Read more... )

So another year has come and gone without Tango. This anniversary passed a little differently than the last one. Last one I sat outside and cried. This time, I went outside and rescued a giant turtle trying to navigate across the subdivision. My parents went with me over to the lake, and we set him down on the shore and watched him take off. I took ( Read more... )

Well, I got the job, but not the musical. The musical was to be expected. Honestly, the only reason I auditioned was to be there for my friends. So, time to move on and do something else. There's another audition at another theater coming up, and I think I'll go for that. Less rehearsal, which will be nice ( Read more... )

I am so grumpy lately, and I hate it. Being grumpy just doesn't suit me. But theater is getting to be a big headache. The fine arts program is very cliquish, and if you aren't in the fine arts staff, then your production doesn't really matter to the fine arts staff. When I did Cripple, it was considered an english department show, and I was ( Read more... )

I just got teary listening to the transformation song from Beauty and the Beast. I don't know what's wrong with me lately, I just feel off. Not that it's unusual for me to get teary at BatB, as it is my favorite, but still. I just feel...out of sorts. Oh BatB...my love for you knows absolutely no bounds. If I could bottle the way that movie makes ( Read more... )