Apearently from what Bolster said, my being left handed makes me inheritly evil... *shifts eyes wildly ( Read more... )

Not all that much going on right now. I'm kind of bored, but later my room mates and I are going to have an RP with Mage. I think this time I might try out the technocracy...

Yep, I'm alive. I've been updating more often on my Greatestjournal though. I have a new place with some room mates off in Silver Lake. I haven't really been going to any LARPs or anything of the such for awhile now. I don't really have anyone, but I'm using alot of the spare time I have now to work out in the weightroom at the apartments here. I'm ( Read more... )

Haven't really been socializing much for awhile now. i've been focusing mainly on fixing my car,and finding a job. I think people might be starting to wonder what has become of me. I'm good though, just trying to get things streightened out. I'm not mad at anyone either, just been very busy, and haven't felt very social.

Sorry if it seems I haven't been around much lately. I've been spending awhile being anti-social. The feelings I've been having haven't stopped. I can't find any drive to do things anymore, and there's a feeling eating away at the inside of me. Marilyn isn't really talking to me much. I think the last time I was able to get ahold of her was afew ( Read more... )

I want this feeling to stop. I feel so empty, so pointless. I want to die, I almost tried to kill myself this morning, and the feeling hasn't gone away. I wasn't good enough after all. Marilyn wants me to find someone that will make me happy. Who would want me, hm? There's tons of better people out there. I wouldn't even want me. I feel so ( Read more... )

I couldn't get ahold fo Marilyn to see what time to go to her house tomorrow to go see her graduation. I was also going to take her cloak back to her and see if I can pick up some of my stuff. I know I wont be seeing her much anymore, she's got better stuff to do. I felt a little better today hanging out with friends, now though there is nobody to ( Read more... )

Today I feel so lonely and hallow. It's like my heart's been ripped out. I'm not going anyplace today, I don't feel like it. The person I care about more than anything in exsistance I no longer have now. What use are my goals? What use am I? I'll tell you right now, I am feeling entirely worthless, useless, and I'm nothing special. I've wanted to ( Read more... )

This has been the worst day of my life. Marilyn and I broke up today. I'm still not even entirely sure why, things were going good. I've felt horrible all day, like half of me has been torn out, and I feel so empty and drained. She promised we would always be best friends, I really hope she means that. I don't want to lose her as friend too. I ( Read more... )

Part Romantic Kisser


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