I feel horrible...
This has been the worst day of my life. Marilyn and I broke up today. I'm still not even entirely sure why, things were going good. I've felt horrible all day, like half of me has been torn out, and I feel so empty and drained. She promised we would always be best friends, I really hope she means that. I don't want to lose her as friend too. I promised I would always love her, and I always will. I'll be here if she ever needs me, she will still always have me. I love her with everything there is to me, and I meant that. I want her to be happy though, and as long as she is, I will be glad to see it. I just hope she will keep her word and atleast stay best friends with me forever like she said. I feel so lonely right now, I need someone to talk to. This is going to be the lonliest night of my life. I have cried more today than I have ever cried in my life. I hope I get to talk to her tomorrow. It will kill me inside to lose her as a best friend as well.