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Sorry if it seems I haven't been around much lately. I've been spending awhile being anti-social. The feelings I've been having haven't stopped. I can't find any drive to do things anymore, and there's a feeling eating away at the inside of me. Marilyn isn't really talking to me much. I think the last time I was able to get ahold of her was afew days ago. I wonder if I did something wrong. I went to the Solstice Festival Saturday. That was interestinglots of nudity in the parade. Got my PC back online, and I got Dynasty Warriors 4 for my X-box. Been trying to feel better by killing alot of people building my character. Nothing is helping, I want this feeling to stop, I want it to stop eating at me like this.