This will be the weekend that I try to unwind my ball of stress in a healthy way. Even if I have to sleep until 2 in the afternoon to get all of my sleep debt resolved, I will. I will not allow others to take advantage of me and use me to run their errands. If I don't de-stress soon, I may combust. My life is utter chaos. Why am I still awake?

Recently, I've come to the realization that, through the course of my development, I never really had a constructive method of dealing with my problems. When I was in middle school, I pretended to be happy because I was embarrassed to feel any other way. When I was in high school, I dealt with my demons by sobbing, cutting and depriving myself of ( Read more... )

After my adventure to get tattooed with my sister yesterday evening, TJ, George and I watched Zombieland. I thoroughly enjoyed it. Bill Murray + Woody Harrelson = YES.

TJ and I went and hung out with Terry and cadesolitude for a good while afterward. We didn't end up leaving Terry's house until around 3 a.m.. TJ, Cade and I went and ate at Huddle House, ( Read more... )

It appears that I am on a seemingly endless journey to rid my life of negativity. At this stage in my development as an adult, I have come to reassess my priorities and determine what things are even worth acknowledging ( Read more... )

So much as been going on in my head ( Read more... )

Yesterday, TJ and I got into my Malibu and spent the morning following school buses and eating a picnic at a rest area with a bunch of seven and eight-year-olds. This would be the first time I had driven past just before you get to Washington, PA, though I've been there many times. We got into Pittsburgh around noon, and when we go to Green Tree ( Read more... )

-- I removed the friend's boyfriend. I am not going to try to debate with someone who is unwavering in their negativity and doesn't show respect to me. He is rude, and I do not deal well with people who lack manners. I have tried so hard to refrain from commenting on her statuses that he has made it a point to clutter up with his narrow-minded, ( Read more... )

So much is going on in my life right now that I haven't been able to adequately report it all without looking like a crazy person who posts every hour (that's not to say that I haven't done that before ( Read more... )

This weekend was just what I needed to take the edge off ( Read more... )

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