I remember when I was a SAHM it was one of the hardest things I ever did. It does something to your brain when all you have are two kiddos for company. Part of what made this situation so hard for me was my lack of friends and also my lack of a house. When you live in an apartment complex it's not exactly like you can just walk outside and play. ( Read more... )

I'll take the Good with the Bad.

The BAD -

I'm a horrible mother and I am wallowing in self hatred right now for how I treated Audrey earlier today. She is slightly sick with a cough and as a result is extra whiny. Tonight I simply had had enough of her hightened emotions and after Audrey freaked out in the bathtub (even at 4 the girl still screams ( Read more... )

I managed to finish ‘Breaking Dawn’ today. It wasn’t without great effort, though. I will really have to make up for my lack of involvement in my kids lives since I began reading the series 2 weeks ago. I plan to give them both nothing, but my undivided attention from now on. I really do feel like the worst mother right now. Sometimes being a stay ( Read more... )