I hate livejournal. I hate myspace. I hate all these things. Its so fucking retarded. Its my favorite holiday, and I am fucking sitting on my ass on the computer, crying my ass off. I hate this town, i hate this life. An update: Jason and I broke up and I am still devistated over it. I can't stand how him and Angelica are know inseperable. She ( Read more... )

Blah Blah Blah. What is the point of livejournal? No, seriously? What is it? (( sigh )) oh well...i am updating ( Read more... )

Its been an eternity since I last wrote and I am not even sure if I want to do this anymore. I mean, no one reads these pathetic rants of mine anyway...but because I want to talk [ even if its to myself ] I'll do it ( Read more... )

YEs, the long wait is over and I have returned. BLAH ( Read more... )

I know. I said it was closed, but I feel asif I owe it to myself to stop hiding my emotions. I've been avoiding my problems, wether it be with drugs or just sleep. I've been trying not to be so hurt, but it has to come out sometime, doesn't it ( Read more... )

Sorry kids. This livejournal is now closed. I am done.

Lizzy. Its about time We had this talk I've been trying to avoid. I just didn't want to deal with it. I wanted to lock it up and be thrown away.

How can I condem you for who you are?

YOu don't even know that you hurt me.

You don't know what you do. Because its who you are.

I've givin up on everything. I no longer will put hope and trust in people because its a disapointment waiting to happen. I am tired of waiting for my happy ending, so I'll just deal with my bad one ( Read more... )

"Everyday I think ' man it can't get no worse' Everyday I surprise even myself." - Tiger Army, F.T.W.

[ sigh ]

Well, I was right about one thing.

Things got worse.

Thanks to Lizzy's mom...and my step dad phil...

Round of applause.

I am grounded till I die
And my step dad is leaving my mom and I

Life is peachy....god damnit, i need a

So we already know how I've been so terrible lately, and now I've paid for it. I've been so depressed lately because I am so sick of putting up with all this stupid shit that everyone is throwing at me. And to me there was only one way to fix it...DRUGS ( Read more... )