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Oct 31, 2004 12:15

I hate livejournal. I hate myspace. I hate all these things. Its so fucking retarded. Its my favorite holiday, and I am fucking sitting on my ass on the computer, crying my ass off. I hate this town, i hate this life. An update: Jason and I broke up and I am still devistated over it. I can't stand how him and Angelica are know inseperable. She fucking took something in my life that I wanted and waited for. I am scared to be alone, I don't want to be alone anymore. I hate this town, I hate this house. I feel like just falling over a cliff asif i could fly. I feel so alone. Everyone is a million miles away, and I am crushed in a dark cornor, my body twisted and covered in my blood. I want out of this dark spell that I've had for the past few weeks. I was so happy over the summer.I thought that everything was finally going to be alright. Its never alright.

whats the point of living if your just going to end up right back where you started? Whats the point, if you living to die?

I cant stop
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