go read....this is pointless
Blah Blah Blah. What is the point of livejournal? No, seriously? What is it? (( sigh )) oh well...i am updating...
I got extremely drunk this last weekend with Angelica, Jeff, Randy, Matt, George...and the "creep"...I stayed clear from him because, well...he's a creep. But Angelica and I were fucked up, its been so long since I've been drunk...i seriously thought i stopped all that kiddie shit, but guess not. Later on that night, I spent some time with the boyfriend...I am really starting to like him a lot more than I ususally like guys, its so different and frightning. I am scared shitless. I hate dating, always did. But now, I am so happy these days. I can't stop thinking about him, and all that " love song " shit that people sing about that you never truely understand till you've got it. I don't know what to do about my feelings...so I get drunk...
I am so much smarter than that.
Anywhoo...I am so sick of this town...it's people, it's "drama", I want to leave this town and never come back. But I can't because I am not 18 yet...bullshit...
gah...this is pointless...go read a book!!
I got extremely drunk this last weekend with Angelica, Jeff, Randy, Matt, George...and the "creep"...I stayed clear from him because, well...he's a creep. But Angelica and I were fucked up, its been so long since I've been drunk...i seriously thought i stopped all that kiddie shit, but guess not. Later on that night, I spent some time with the boyfriend...I am really starting to like him a lot more than I ususally like guys, its so different and frightning. I am scared shitless. I hate dating, always did. But now, I am so happy these days. I can't stop thinking about him, and all that " love song " shit that people sing about that you never truely understand till you've got it. I don't know what to do about my feelings...so I get drunk...
I am so much smarter than that.
Anywhoo...I am so sick of this town...it's people, it's "drama", I want to leave this town and never come back. But I can't because I am not 18 yet...bullshit...
gah...this is pointless...go read a book!!