(what you need the most )

This morning I woke up before my mother called for me to, and didn't know that I was awake early until I heard her calling me. The fact that I had missed even a few minutes I could have been sleeping pissed me off so much that when she called I snapped at her ("What?!") and immediately she ranted about how I'm not the only ( Read more... )

Months ago this song used to make me feel so empowered, and so determined, and this and that ( Read more... )

today is a depression day ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely right now ( Read more... )

I feel lost
i feel very dirty, and used
i slept for an hour and i'm even more exhausted
my mind won't quite put together the entire story the right way, because the guilt is too heavy
i cannot believe that after every promise
everything that's happened
i did that

i don't know whether i was drunk but i doubt it and i can't blame my own stupidity on alcohol

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so we went to B&N and met Kayla there and hung out. i was a bitch to Paige pretty much. which was only because I was already pissed with her for assuming i'd go see her when she made time for me to and any time i ask her to come over or whatever she's always too busy....like i'm always supposed to be ready to drop what i'm doing and go to her house ( Read more... )