i cant stop crying right now ( Read more... )

everytime i have a good night
one of my friends ends up mad at me?
this is such crap
i hate when my friends are mad
they always seem 2 center in on why they're mad at me
an not why they're really mad
w/e itll all calm down evenatualy
i hope
~Lauren < / 3

ok welllllll i got my first hickie lst night that was interesting. my friend bites way way 2 hard, or maybe im just a pussy idk

umm an i redyed my hair yesterday 2 but i put streaks in it 2 so it looks better. heres some pictures. tell me what u think!!!!!!


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so most ppl know i think i might like someone else. the guy i normaly write bout well things r changing. but yea so just thought id let ppl know

oh an heres my new hair ppl its faded now

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i feel dead when im not talking to you ( Read more... )

im am so drained i barely i have the will to live. idk what i want. i know who i want an i cant have him. this makes me really numb(an lonely). thats what i feel like right now numb and lonely. i am typing really slow, an i have a really slow reaction time. this isnt fun considering im gonna b home alone 2morrow. i know i really need 2 find a guy. ( Read more... )

ok yeah thought i could find someone i could love that would love me back. yea well he found his love an i know that they'll b 2gether 4 a long time. dont get me wrong im happy 4 them. causei know um both an they're good 4 eachother. i kept saying that id rather have him happy then me an its tru. it just really really hurts. i just hope the person ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so all my fans that read this know im sooooooooooooo fucking happy right now. i fixed everything an even takled 2 someone i was 2 shy 2 talk 2 b4. im actually getting sick of telling ppl how happy i am!!!!!!! words cant express it~LIL :) <3

please dont hate me ( Read more... )