the one i love

[phoenix_girlnow]

i feel dead when im not talking to you

now my honesty may of killed me

love only brings pain

but i can not help loving you

im numb from all these feelings

i wish i still had my cure for pain

writting these silly poems does'nt even help

i can never wrtie anything as good as you do

my heart is shattering, like that mirror so long ago, that gave me this bad luck

i wish i could put it back together, then maybe i could have you

i want to go fall off a cliff into the water

your the only boy i want

but i can't have you

you understand me when even i don't

you make me cry, you make me smile

you can control my feelings an my day with just a few words

an i still love you just the same

forgive me for my feelings

sounds a little obessive. but i cant help it i love him