It's been a weird couple of weeks. I've been meaning to sit down and do a reading for myself for a while, but I've been so drained or distracted or disinterested in doing anything productive. Last night, I walked past my cards and decided to stop making excuses.

( I'm glad for it. )

I feel like I've been pretty much gone from almost everything for a little while now. The new year has begun with my absence. Not without reason. The past few weeks have been pretty busy for me, with a decent balance of good and bad. Decent in that there's more good than bad ( Read more... )

Life just got weird quite suddenly. Or will soon. Or something. Time's never been my area of expertise ( Read more... )

This is how I've been feeling lately, and by lately I mean the last several months, for quite a while really. To complete the image, though, that view of open sky, of possibility, needs to be obscured, burdened with all the detritus of day-to-day, gathered over years, piled up and grimy. My apartment is a physical manifestation of my personal ( Read more... )

I went to sleep last night next to someone I love quietly and completely, his body, even when not in contact with mine, acting as an anchor, solid and grounding, so very close to my own ( Read more... )

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I'm feeling surprisingly okay today. After two days off work due to disaster and residual ick, it feels good to be back. I like it here. A lot. That makes me happy, loving my job, being good at it, feeling like this fits. I asked my boss yesterday about how things were looking for me, given the two call outs in a row, and he said I shouldn't worry ( Read more... )

Dar Williams came and went as I expected. However, I don't feel that anticipated pang of regret that so often accompanies choosing laziness and general flaking over something potentially interesting. No, more interesting possibilities arose, and I pursued them without hesitation ( Read more... )

I'm afraid I'm very, very close to ODing on people. It's not because of anything anyone has done, mind you. I just has a limit on how much I can socialize before I want to kill everything. Side effect of being naturally reclusive. I can feel the death-rays clicking on. But... I'm still planning on going out on both Friday and Saturday with people ( Read more... )

"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow." (Alice Walker)