Today was good...I guess. I was with the people I wanted to be with. I just don't always feel good. She feels as if when hes gone away not in-touch, he might be in harm. Is he as smart as he says he is. Does he tell the truth or can he just lie really well? Sometimes I think to myself guys are assholes and the ones that arent, the ones you really ( Read more... )

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Love and hate two very close emotions. She feels the love she feels the hatred... which one is more powerful. Lusting for the love, remembering the pain that love has caused. Is it all worth it for her? Hopefully she'll figure it out soon before its too late. Is it too late? Does she feel nothing or so much she cant tell what it is? Please shine ( Read more... )

I'm at mollee's house right now. I dont really know whats going on? Why is basketball on the tele... Thanks DAD! Feeeling like you belong somewhere is a great feeling to finally have. Promises made are never promises followed through. I've thougbht that my whole entire life. When my mother used to tell me she'd spend time with me and never actually ( Read more... )

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I thought that if we were closer than totally not together it would be different. I thought you would at least say something about it. Before we got to be closer you were talking about how much you miss me and how much you would love to be with me.... but now he says nothing? maybe he shouldn't be expected to say anything but I want to hear it. I ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for mollee tim and Katie to come get me. I hope we find a way to get stoned that would be nice. Why am I constantly hungry? I hate it but it doesnt bother me at the same time. I wanted to see him today, maybe I still can. Its crazy how your feelings change back and forth back and forth but I guess thats just what its like to love ( Read more... )

Today a sunday boring... I wish there was something to do. But I'm glad to be at home! I dont knwo what to think about him?? I dont know anything I think