I htought this would be different
I thought that if we were closer than totally not together it would be different. I thought you would at least say something about it. Before we got to be closer you were talking about how much you miss me and how much you would love to be with me.... but now he says nothing? maybe he shouldn't be expected to say anything but I want to hear it. I like to hear that he missed me or that hes happy we are what we are now. thats whats making me feel akward I feel like he isnt feeling lucky or anything he just feels like it was expected of me to want to come back but it wasn't I was going to leave for good! I don't know I just wish I would have some more assurance. And I wish i could forget about what him and her did, It makes me sick. I miss them I hate going to school with out them. It makes me workl lol!!! I dont know what else to write about my mind is a blur