Apr 04, 2002 00:38
Today was good...I guess. I was with the people I wanted to be with. I just don't always feel good. She feels as if when hes gone away not in-touch, he might be in harm. Is he as smart as he says he is. Does he tell the truth or can he just lie really well? Sometimes I think to myself guys are assholes and the ones that arent, the ones you really want, are those guys all the pretty girls rub in your face! haha! I see in his eyes lonleyness. He needs to be loved he needs to have someone else help him find himself. Is my brain apart of everyone else's? Crazy mind fucks all the time. Safe be safe. Afraid someone else might take the person who loves you the most away. The one u dont always treat the best might find someone who treats them like royallty... but that works both ways! Don't take him away from me tonight. What was I thinking with him on my mind? I wish I knew what happiness feels like, to smile and feel the smile not just see the reflection... I hate reflections reactions refraction whiaht aihdkh fa
-hos talkin shit get their mouths blew out-