a talk with a friend tonight.... I guess ( Read more... )

I hate when you try to talk to someone like grown up and they act stupid. I know that some people dont like to hear that things are gonna change and I know that some people are just idiots about stuff like that... but this is MY life. I need control of it. I dont know what way to get thru to someone that doesnt wanna fuckin listen. I seriously dont ( Read more... )

LinZAAAY (1:09:05 AM): it sucks.. cuz i swore i would never... i never wanted to hurt sam like that ( Read more... )

Ok... so I have been talkin to a couple different dudes tryin to figure out who I want to date.... I am thinkin that I am FINALLY ready after not being with Sam officially for a year to be with someone else and to find someone that understands me and cares about me... unlike Sam has for the past year and a half. So anyways, back to what I was ( Read more... )

JsentryH (5:57:46 PM): But I am actually glad I went to that place ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Busy at work. Last night was funny. The guy that texted me the last thing I wrote about has a PSYCHO girlfriend. So last night when I was trying to go to bed she called me freakin out because he had called me. So of course she started talkin all sorts of shit and I texted him to tell him to get his bitch off my phone. LOL! She ( Read more... )

"Say something nice is what your away message says. So here you go. Everyday I think about you, about how you have grown into an even more beautiful person. I pray everynight that you will continue to enjoy life and love. I came to a point where I didnt need to see you or want you physically, I just wanted to always be in the corner of your mind ( Read more... )

I keep looking back on last year at this time and sometimes I wish I were where i was then. I had my own apartment, I had Sam. I weighed 40 pounds less. I could come and go as i pleased. I hate when I feel this way. I hate missing him

So things are going pretty good for me. Had a bad day yesterday so I went to school and saw a play and it was really funny and got me outta my shell a little bit. I enjoyed myself. Im struggling with some thing in my life that are really hard for me. Since sam and I broke up, i never ever dealt with the way i felt about it because I replaced him ( Read more... )

Its so weird how things can be going one way and then out of nowhere flip totally and go a different way. Its so weird to think how things were going last year where i thought i would never be able to accomplish what i can today. College wasnt an option. I had written that off. I was convinced that I was going to jail. I was scared to live. I didnt ( Read more... )