So I realized something on my vegas trip this past weekend.  I really can't be away from Es that long.  I had let him go to see Jacob on saturday, and on and off all weekend I would feel depressed thinking about him and worrying.  It made me think that i don't think i can let him see his dad anymore.  And if he does only for a day or 2 at the most ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with cartoons nowadays!?  I just passed by the TV, Es is watching Total Drama Island, and one of the girls, wearing a swim suit, got her bikini top ripped off!  They blurred her cartoon boobs.  but my gosh what the hell!?

anywho... went to Belo lastnight with Lani, Rosana, Liz, Saul, Nadia and Myra.  Saul insisted Rosana park ( Read more... )

Alright, I told you all I'd try and update more. I update myspace like everyday or every other day, so I'm just going to copy and paste..but not everything, cause I write some personal shit there ( Read more... )

well happy mutherfuckin new years! Goodbye 2006! You will be missed ( Read more... )

I'm feeling things I don't want to, cause it makes me lose the grip I have on my control.  I like having control of my life and my emotions, I like keeping it all in check, it makes me feel all warm and safe inside.  But that is quickly fading away and I don't want it to.  I need the security of my indifference back.  What happened to my " ( Read more... )

k finally an update!! My birthday was a blast! About 30 people rsvp-ed, but only about 15 actually came, it was cool though, it was hard enough trying to keep up with the ones that were there, how in the hell could I handle 30? apparanetly I was hilarious, danced with absolutely everyone, and told megan I was in love with her and wanted to go to ( Read more... )

Okay so the car situation is almost contained. Thank God for people that love me. Jacob drove me around everywhere while my car was out of service (although it was only less then 24 hours) and he took me to buy a new one ($130 after taxes), then took me to work and installed the new part for me. There was a slight problem with it, and my uncle ( Read more... )

Damn I feel like death right now. Ugh. Help. Please…on break, want to curl up in the fetal position under my desk with a nice pillow and my box of Kleenex. The worst part about it is I don't know if it's a hang over or because I'm sick..ah anyways ( Read more... )

so it was a taco tuesday night for us lastnight. i went with my 3 co workers. they're all sexy bitches. it was good times.
we all met at my car. downed some champangne, talked about sex and asses for while, then went in the bar. Now I always have fun, when I go out, but for some reason I have not had very good taco tuesday experiences. I seem to ( Read more... )

So my son tells me last night, "mommy you're fired". I was like gee, thanks. Lately he thinks he's mister shot caller. I gotta keep reminding him he's not though ( Read more... )