Well. I'm at 146, which makes me happy, but I'm also miserable at the same time. I can't seem to come to a final decision between my pills and breastfeeding, and today is a bad pill day thanks to no sleep. Just like after my first baby. I'm mad that I'm here again. I promised myself I never would be ( Read more... )

Yayy! Horraay! Weighed myself yesterday, and am already down another pound. 148. I'm still pretty effing depressed about how fat I am, but I know every day I'm getting closer. Still, I have a looong way to go ( Read more... )

I ammmmm!!! Not that anyone reads my journal but me anymore... but yaknow ( Read more... )

FML.
On September 6, I weighed 154. It didn't last long, because that Sunday I was at like 156 again. Anyway, it's now September 18, and I FINALLY lost just ONE pound. I weigh 153. 
There is no excuse for this. A person can lose 2 pounds a week, and I am not losing shit. A whole month has basically gone by, and I have nothing to show for it. This is ( Read more... )

I beat my goal of 155 on Friday.
I was 154 on Thursday... almost out of the 150s. Let's do this!
New goal~ 150 this coming Friday. It's very possible to lose 4 pounds in a week. It's called a fast. And I'm starting it tomorrow!

I'm not sure if I made it to my goal of 156 on Friday, because I was out doing things all day, and never weighed myself. I'm so mad that I didn't get a chance to. However, I weighed 157 Thursday night, so it's very possible.
Unfortunately, today is Wednesday, and I am still at 157. The good news is, I can safely say that I am out of the 160s for ( Read more... )

Well, I am at 160 now ( Read more... )

I finally feel good today ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday did turn around, but only for a little bit. By 7pm, I was exhausted. This is SO weird for me, considering I used to be up until 4 am every night. Plus, looking through my old posts, I see that I was always complaining about not eating, and not being able to sleep because of it. Now my body just shuts down. I went to bed at 10pm ( Read more... )

I'm tired, and out of it today ( Read more... )