Aug 27, 2012 15:38
I finally feel good today.
Last week was hell. The whole weekend was hell. I felt tired, and like a zombie the entire time.
This weekend was the worst, and my fiance forced me to eat. On Sunday, I ate quite a bit. I didn't take my medication, and slept so good last night!
So I feel amazing today.
I'm definitely going to have to work hard this week to make up for all of the food I ate this weekend.
There's nothing worse than getting down to the lowest weight I've been at since having my baby, and then messing up all weekend, and weighing a few pounds more on Monday... then it's like it takes the whole week to get back to where I was last week. I'm never going to get skinnier if I keep this up! UGH.
I was down to 158 last week. I weigh 162 today. :( I know most of it is water weight, and probably the food I ate, but it's still a fucking bummer. I was hoping to never see 160-anything on the scale ever again.
But so far today, all I have had is diet coke, and water.
I need to find a way to be more active during the day while my baby is sleeping...
I want a treadmill.
I'm definitely not going to make it to my goal of weighing 150 by Friday. My new goal is 156.