last night was rad and it showed glimpses of the summer. i like that.

i'm changing my journal. not because i am changing in some new direction or anything, but i think i'm at the point where i should have a fresh start with such trivial things as this. i've had this for two and a half years and a lot has happened since then.

and you ( Read more... )

so break is coming up soon and i want to capitalize on that. cause i'm a capitalist and shit. but i do want to just relax, cook my own food, write songs, spend time with good people. not think about school at all. there are a lot of movies to sneak into and bike rides to take through my home town. and records to listen to as my money supply ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing. the valley is full of such great people and it is so great to think that a lot of those people are going to live in philadelphia soon enough. that place is something special and this city here can only benefit from such genuine folks. my friends continue to make me smile and keep from sleeping too much. the show was really ( Read more... )

the future is bright don't you see let's build it. i was forced to write and play and it helped. aside from missed classes and sore throats, cold winds and terrible anxiety, i feel as though today i got something done worthwhile. talking with people i care about and writing down things that i need to say sometimes ( Read more... )

last night and today have been good. weekends are infinitely better than weekdays only because of school. otherwise i probably would like every day equally. hardcore shows are great when it's so simple and oldschool, when they play dead kennedys covers and you realize that you and the fifteen other kids climbing on top of each other singing along ( Read more... )

this weekend was wonderful. and strange. but so totally lovely. i fell for so many people so much i can't wait to be friends with everyone that will be the day. it felt like the summer when everything was weighed down with hopeful intentions. people aren't always happy but they will always amaze me.

p.s. jason anderson is always life-affirming

"your eyes they burned so brightly i think i should be revolving around you"

i'm sweating like hell and it's the first of february. fuck this shit.

seriously.

i've been sleeping in jeans. i haven't showered in weeks. i feel like i haven't gone anywhere in a while. that last part isn't true though it partly is, i just mean that the winter sometimes makes me stagnant and school only perpetuates that feeling. and it makes me scared that the spring and summer will be the same way and i would not be able to ( Read more... )

i've spent the day watching the snow fall from my large glass viewbox on the eighth floor. it is so white outside i can't see most of the city and i live in it. i've been sewing and listening to gentle voices and wanting to be with everyone and all by myself at the same time. today is beautiful; accept that. come drink chamomile tea with me ( Read more... )