Feb 18, 2005 02:10
the future is bright don't you see let's build it. i was forced to write and play and it helped. aside from missed classes and sore throats, cold winds and terrible anxiety, i feel as though today i got something done worthwhile. talking with people i care about and writing down things that i need to say sometimes.
"and these letter i carry with me i have no intent to give her full of words and stolen phrases that i can't seem to put together and in the end i've got nothing"
the summer is looking amazing. somewhere in there i need a job that will let me disappear for a week or so here and there and let me have the funds to enjoy such disappearances and adventures. it snowed today but i'll forget about that. i think this weekend will leave me warm inside again.
p.s. i think i'm going to try and write some pop songs. just because it would be more fun to play once in a while.