now's the time!
i've been sleeping in jeans. i haven't showered in weeks. i feel like i haven't gone anywhere in a while. that last part isn't true though it partly is, i just mean that the winter sometimes makes me stagnant and school only perpetuates that feeling. and it makes me scared that the spring and summer will be the same way and i would not be able to handle that happening. but i know it won't when i wake up in the morning still wearing the same clothes and my skin unchanged i know that's not because of stagnation but because of having more important things to consider. in the warmth of the kinder seasons i'm hoping for everything i've hoped for.