What can I really say I keep thinking back at the past or women I could have been with and women I obsessed over or could have done a better job with. I have almost gotten to the point of hating the human race to the point I do not want to ask out anyone ever and looking at non human companionship in the form of a “Real Doll”. I miss my friends, I ( Read more... )

So I am thinking back about regret, like usual I have a giant pile of it but what can you do. I was thinking of a girl from college, well several but this one was on my mind all night while I was at work and not singing music from Evil Dead the Musical. The girls name is Kristin, and I was really into her or I defiantly would not be thinking about ( Read more... )

Ok so I am so pissed at my self, I thought I was over this, I am looking better and hell even feeling better about my self but I did it again today, I pulled another "Yash" today. I went to the library since I decided to go rollerblading all over town today. So I am there checking over books getting disappointed in the books that are either rented ( Read more... )