I spent most of the day thinking of a woman from my D&D group, mostly all the reasons we don't fit together but still feeling that I want her. Also I insulted my ex tonight the one I still might have feeling for but I think just the words I used pissed her off, no matter how I try I just make it worse with her ( Read more... )

So I just watched “Sunshine For The Spotless Mind” it was a very good movie. Once again picking things out of my like before when I stopped just not caring about life and lost my fear of death I used to be just like Jim Carry’s character in this movie. I was the nice guy who always sat by my self at a party, kind of mumbled and would never talk to ( Read more... )

Ok lets see what we got going here, I guess I am still working at Roxul, I am starting a new term of school, still hanging with friends and I think my ex is trying to get back with me ( Read more... )

Ok so I am trying to be all gentleman like but last night I had dinner with my ex and well her new ex(on the inside I am happy about that), but I am kind of sad they are not together anymore because everyone deserves someone. So I think because as much as I don’t want to admit it to my self I had maybe valid feelings for my ex, and because of it I ( Read more... )

Ok so what can I say I thought today was going to be a good day. I started off by waking up early now usually that makes me cranky and even though I woke up with a headachy, I got my book and started reading at least for a good hour. Then I headed off to work, I should have known today would just suck by the amount of people that swarmed to store. ( Read more... )

Ok well this was going to be two separate entries but I just decided to shorten it and then just make one. The first entry was going to be about every couple of weeks or two I get so fucking depressed I am like inches from killing my self and the last thing I want is to be around anyone or anything I just want to crawl into bed and sleep and hoe ( Read more... )

So ever since I started with this "everyone is my friend" attitude I noticed a couple things have been happening. One there is no way that all of your friends will like each other, it is just not possible. Some of your friends like others and some hate others. Some of your friend’s hate everyone and others are ok with everyone but are disliked by ( Read more... )