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So ever since I started with this "everyone is my friend" attitude I noticed a couple things have been happening. One there is no way that all of your friends will like each other, it is just not possible. Some of your friends like others and some hate others. Some of your friend’s hate everyone and others are ok with everyone but are disliked by everyone and not even know it. Two, I have noticed that the nicer the guy I am the more I am taken advantage of by my friends and the more they take me for granted. I have in this case decided to stop hanging around the friends that make me feel like crap and only hang around the ones that are worth my time. Look I would do lot for my friends if they ever need a ride or a DD or even need to be picked up from somewhere great I am there you can count on me. I will not however be your lap dog only coming at your beck and call, I will also not just be your friend when it is convenient for you and then when it is not you treat me like crap, I just don't need it. I would just like a little bit of respect from my friends and in return I will give them respect and trust in return that is all I ask.
Also one of Yasha's rules, "don't be friends with someone you want to fuck" well I broke that one to many times over, at least I know none of them want to fuck me so I am already in that clear for that.
Anyway, other then thinking of my ex again and how I would like to get back with her, not going to happen. I seem to be getting board of my job I am making stupid mistakes, mistakes I don't even notice I am doing, nothing to get fired over but just gotten little comments about how things I am doing have to change is all.
Also one of Yasha's rules, "don't be friends with someone you want to fuck" well I broke that one to many times over, at least I know none of them want to fuck me so I am already in that clear for that.
Anyway, other then thinking of my ex again and how I would like to get back with her, not going to happen. I seem to be getting board of my job I am making stupid mistakes, mistakes I don't even notice I am doing, nothing to get fired over but just gotten little comments about how things I am doing have to change is all.