Mop, mop, mop, all day long...
I want to say thank-you for the hugs and gestures of friendship and well wishes that were left after my last post. It does help, and I do appreciate it!
I am still struggling with all my crazy emotions and sad feelings, but I guess every day is a new day, as cheesy as that sounds. Tomorrow I have a unit inspection, (all the co-op units are finally getting them, after 15 years!), so Dan and I have been cleaningcleaningcleaning. Having the house reorganized and tidy will no doubt help my mood some, so that's good. I shouldn't even be up here, but I'm not staying long. Just checking my mail & lj, and it's back to dishes and mopping and reorganizing. Yesterday I took Grizelda and went up to Dan's neighbourhood for the afternoon/evening. When we got back, I was going to return something I bought a week ago, so we would have enough money to go to Savage, but the store was closed, so we couldn't go. Not enough busfare for the round trip for the two of us. I was so fucking angry and disappointed... I also missed Woofstock to go up to visit him. I saw a bit of it today, but I'm bummed that I basically missed out on that. (I'm a dog nerd, remember?) It was cool for me, though, to see so many breeds that you rarely get to see. That's the kind of thing that makes me stoopid happy. Ghey, I know, but oh well.
Today Dan really "came around" so to speak. He's been amazing and attentive all day. (After weeks of barely any nookie, we've been making up for lost time today!) He talked about moving in again, and admitted he's been seriously thinking about it. He's been helping me clean my house, and being really positive about it. (I told him he can only move in if we go to therapy together, though. I know we need it, as a couple.) I don't know what will happen, but I hope he stays in this mode for awhile.
Anyhoo, I have to get back to cleaning. Thank-you again to my amazing friends. *hugs*
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Ahh, POO!
I just read that Dr. Stanley Coren was there at Woofstock!!! I watch his show "Good Dog!" all the time, and it's always been a not-so-secret dream of mine to meet him. Damn, that bums me out. :( I hope he returns next year. And maybe I'll offer to volunteer next year, too.
(I notice in his show, he always wears a big silver pentagram ring, and I've always wanted to know if he's pagan!)
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