WAAAAAH. I don't wana go to skewl tomorrow! Oh thank you MLK day for giving me a day off and making it feel like I don't go to skewl anymore. Oh the easier days of lazyness how I miss you. Then again today I did absolutely nothing and I was anxious all day and felt like I needed to be doing something. Maybe that's because I spent my day at Betsy's ( Read more... )

So I have been depressed lately. I may not understand where all my anxiety is coming from but I realized today it's because I need some change in my life. I get in this mood where I am not happy with school or work or anything. I feel as though my life is at a stop and I am not growing as a person the way I want too. So this is what I need to do, ( Read more... )

When did I become depressed? WTF. I seriously am all about having fun and being happy and enjoying life. And even if I have a great day doing nothing special, I come home, h8 lyfe and cry. I don't remember the last time I was such a baby and cried everyday. I feel like something is wrong with me. I don't understand it. My chest just hurts. My eyes ( Read more... )

Today I have wanted to kill everyone. Just kill everyone. Because I h8 everything. Maybe I am being a total bitch because I'm a girl, but seriously people... h8 everything. The first thought I had was how I can't wait for it to be winter so Steve moves and I start school. I NEED to get my priorites str8. I need to stop being so nice. I just wish it ( Read more... )

Oh lyfe. How I love it so... and yet have so much h8 for everything! This is basically a day as Jenn ( Read more... )

I've been supie depressed lately. I don't know if it's because of the sudden weather change, all my friends being away at skewl, all my friends being coupled off, or if I'm just a total baby. I just feeeeel lonely. I miss my old life. I miss the days when you didn't make plans with your friends, you just knew you'd see each other everyday. I miss ( Read more... )

So the rest of my burfday weekend was pretty fierce! On my actual birthday I was pretty lazy all day. Saturday before I went to dinner with my mom and Michael, which was delicious! NUMNUMNUM After dinner Steve and I went to our hotel room (yeah we're gay I know) and just watched the VMAs. hahaha We're so retarded. But we had to watch them because ( Read more... )

Oooh Necto. It's such the magical place to go on a crisp fall Friday night. This was the first time I've gone where it didn't turn into an up, down, up, down experience! Maybz because there was no Kory with a K there for us to stalk.Or maybe because Neil, our only gay boy in the group, was too shitwrecked to go look for boys in the red room. He was ( Read more... )

TOGA TOGA TOGA! okokok! So I think it was a success! I got there a little later than planned, my toga was see thru, and no one was drunk but NBD! Betsy got to meet Michael and hang out so that was a success. I feel like everyone just had fun hanging out and enjoying the company of each other. It was my first real college party of any kind. It was ( Read more... )

OK. OK. OK. It's Betsy's birthday! I have spent all weekend with her layin on her sofa watching TV drinking Starbucks! lawlawlawl Just like the summer. GEWDTYMEZ. Brandon and Paul came home for her birthday to hang out! I'm so excited to see them next weekend at State for the TOGA PARTY! My dreams of being a college kid coming truuue. I like when ( Read more... )