i'm just different now.  Really different ( Read more... )

I just realized that i gained 22 pounds of muscle over the past month or so!  that means i'm 162!  I've never been more than 145!

Look out Abercrombie, here comes the new fresh face.

So remember Dennis?  (remember, "he ain't no man."?)  Well after i told him about his ex that he kept talking to, he told me he was going to figure some stuff out.....whatever.   Then i just never hear from him and he told me that i hurt HIM.....okay........pussy.  Well, instead of HIM trying to win ME back he thinks that I should try to win HIM ( Read more... )

So, i tell my "boy" (cuz he aint no man) that he NEEDS to stop TALKING TO HIS EX.  I say he's wasting my time and he's missin out on somethin good with me.  "baby, i could be your Superman." I say.  I told him we can't take it any further if he's gonna be like that.  An you know what?  He's mad at ME!   I'm like, shouldn't you be showin up at ma ( Read more... )

Got myself an interview at Solctice, the designer sunglasses place!  Yeah Yeah!

I'm having some very strange vibes going on today.  I feel like something big is on the horizon.  Strange vibes.  Bad vibes ( Read more... )

So i can't say my life is PERFECT yet or that i made a complete turn around....

But i can say that i did put it back in the direction it needs to be in!

Here are some great great things:

-I found a boy (Oh!  Let me tell you.)

-Recruited at Abercrombie and Fitch (i hate that store, lol!)

-I started working out and tanning (i look Fab!)

-Quit smoking pot ( ( Read more... )

Ugh...I feel like my life is falling down around me.  Everything sucks.  I can only be optimistic for so long before reality kicks me in the ass ( Read more... )

I've had the most confusing day

Jeez.  I was drinkin all day and night since Thanksgiving! Ha ( Read more... )