Me -- now.
i'm just different now. Really different.
what was it that changed me?
[I like it...]
must have been a mix of things.
[i know what...]
i wouldn't say i was fake the previous years but i would say that i'm real now.
[just fuck the bull shit]
i think i know who i am now.
[i know what i want]
a lot of it has to do with my drive.
[why so serious? good thing. thats good.]
when can i stop working so hard to get on the path that i want to be on?
[finding the path is harder than walking it.]
I'm getting it. I'm getting jobs.
[i've gotten some bobo jobs here and there but most recently i got a job with MAC make up in savanah for their "2010 spring color forecast" -that was fun- and i've been in a few student, independent, and low budget films [my fave: "Making of Iridium Consequence"--hilarious], and i found myself in the newspaper-- twice]
everything is under the table right now. I haven't signed with the agency in jax [even though they're finding me jobs --model jobs and actor gigs] because i don't want a committment in jacksonville.
[no committment in any sense]
build that porfolio/resume. work to make money to move. stay toned (i don't want to get anymore muscle). don't drink [too much]. stay profesional and network. keep working/stay busy. make good career choices. try to stay young, lol. trying to be a model at 21? i'm old for that.
i just keep telling myself -- some people have "it." but i have what no one else has: "this"
[on my grind.]
what was it that changed me?
[I like it...]
must have been a mix of things.
[i know what...]
i wouldn't say i was fake the previous years but i would say that i'm real now.
[just fuck the bull shit]
i think i know who i am now.
[i know what i want]
a lot of it has to do with my drive.
[why so serious? good thing. thats good.]
when can i stop working so hard to get on the path that i want to be on?
[finding the path is harder than walking it.]
I'm getting it. I'm getting jobs.
[i've gotten some bobo jobs here and there but most recently i got a job with MAC make up in savanah for their "2010 spring color forecast" -that was fun- and i've been in a few student, independent, and low budget films [my fave: "Making of Iridium Consequence"--hilarious], and i found myself in the newspaper-- twice]
everything is under the table right now. I haven't signed with the agency in jax [even though they're finding me jobs --model jobs and actor gigs] because i don't want a committment in jacksonville.
[no committment in any sense]
build that porfolio/resume. work to make money to move. stay toned (i don't want to get anymore muscle). don't drink [too much]. stay profesional and network. keep working/stay busy. make good career choices. try to stay young, lol. trying to be a model at 21? i'm old for that.
i just keep telling myself -- some people have "it." but i have what no one else has: "this"
[on my grind.]