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I was awoken this morning by the sound of what can only be described as thumping and scraping on the roof. To be honest, it sounded like some big man was up there walking around and pulling on stuff. It was a full of racket of noise. Being that this house is a two story, it ( Read more... )

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It’s barely 8am and Alfred starts a fight with me.

There’s a rule here that the lights have to be off during the day to save power. This is a rule I just not not familiar with, or entirely comfortable with. But, I keep it to myself. The one window in this room brings in ( Read more... )

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I’ve never felt so isolated and alone and trapped in all my life. Okay, that’s not true. My entire childhood is shadowed by this feeling of complete hopelessness; this is like a return to that old me that was totally empty of any sense of optimism and could only be defined by ( Read more... )

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Why is it that I am exhausted all day long, but the time when I want to go to bed I can’t sleep for the life of me?  I am trying to stay productive, but it’s hard when you’re body and mind feel two different ways.  You see, my mind is half dead with tired.  Yet my body won’t ( Read more... )

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I can’t believe that I have TWO boxes to unpack and that’s it.  When I was packing, I thought I had too much junk.  Granted, a lot of my stuff ended up going to the Diabled Veterans Thrift Store, but I still had so much stuff packed away that I thought I was never going to have ( Read more... )

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Despite that I have tons to do, I spent Friday night at Alfee’s.  We took a few boxes and tubs to his house and settled down for the night since we had to be up early to take me to the post office to get my P.O. Box (I’ll give it out to my friends, no worries
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Okay, so I kind of slept all day. And by all day, I mean until 4pm. Alfee just has a really comfy bed! The mattress is just right, the pillows smell clean and I have an AC vent blowing directly on my feet and face. When you are that comfortable, it’s not easy to pull ( Read more... )

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Fridays are the nights when you go out and do something relaxing but fun, something to unwind.

Saturdays are when you can spend all day and night out, going places, seeing friends, having fun.

Sundays are the lazy days that you spend in bed.

That was just what me and Alfee did ( Read more... )

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I know, I don’t have enough in my life to try daily updates, but today is a day and this is an update, so it is a day update.  They are sporadic and inconsistent at best, but I really don’t have enough in my life at this point to attempt daily updates.

Alfred called me today, ( Read more... )

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Question: WHY do people make promises that they have no intention whatsoever of keeping?

Isn’t it easier to just not make a promise? And if you are going to make a promise, at least make an equal effort to REMEMBER it. Not every promise made can be followed through with, I ( Read more... )