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I was awoken this morning by the sound of what can only be described as thumping and scraping on the roof. To be honest, it sounded like some big man was up there walking around and pulling on stuff. It was a full of racket of noise. Being that this house is a two story, it ( Read more... )

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It’s barely 8am and Alfred starts a fight with me.

There’s a rule here that the lights have to be off during the day to save power. This is a rule I just not not familiar with, or entirely comfortable with. But, I keep it to myself. The one window in this room brings in ( Read more... )

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How depressing. I can’t even sleep anymore without taking something to put me to sleep. Every night or early morning, a tiny blue pill down my throat. In half an hour, I’m sluggish and slow, like drunk. It feels that way because the onset is slow but hard. I don’t notice it ( Read more... )

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I’ve never felt so isolated and alone and trapped in all my life. Okay, that’s not true. My entire childhood is shadowed by this feeling of complete hopelessness; this is like a return to that old me that was totally empty of any sense of optimism and could only be defined by ( Read more... )

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Being that I am broke this season, most of my friends will be getting just cards. I hate being this broke but I tell myself that these hard times never last forever. They just seem like they were will never end. I plan on sending some gifts out after the holidays when money ( Read more... )

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It’s a good thing that I already went out and bought some Christmas presents because my limit has apparently been reached. From here on out, it has to be saving and saving. As it is, I am going to ask my sister if she can pay for my mother’s plane ticket and let me pay her ( Read more... )

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Why is it that I am exhausted all day long, but the time when I want to go to bed I can’t sleep for the life of me?  I am trying to stay productive, but it’s hard when you’re body and mind feel two different ways.  You see, my mind is half dead with tired.  Yet my body won’t ( Read more... )

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I can’t believe that I have TWO boxes to unpack and that’s it.  When I was packing, I thought I had too much junk.  Granted, a lot of my stuff ended up going to the Diabled Veterans Thrift Store, but I still had so much stuff packed away that I thought I was never going to have ( Read more... )

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My job search is still on in full force, but I have some good leads. Since I can’t look for a teaching contract position right now (due to my plans to get a Master’s Degree), I have decided to apply to a few cities for a Substitute Badge. I hold a teaching license, so I am ( Read more... )