God I miss him.. them. It must seem awkward to you that I'm thinking about two boys right now. Well a boy, soon to be a man, and a man.
Yesterday Ben came to English course. He picked a seat close to mine. He has a great smile, you know. I like him, but not the same way as I like A.W. and I'm definitely not falling in love with him or something. I ( Read more... )

I try to be aware of every moment in my life. I try to remember how I felt or what I was thinking, what my values & principles were at the age of 11, 12,13, ... It's difficult for an adult to know how kids are and what's on their mind. As a parent it's so important to understand what kids think and stuff. Mostly adults just think that children don' ( Read more... )

 
At the family dinner my cousin didn't come. His wife did and she said nothing about my weight! Nobody did and I could actually talk to my other cousins without looking really dumb. We laughed and talked about Couleur Café. They actually listened to me. I was surprised. It was a good evening.

When I saw my cousin's wife, I didn't know what to do, ( Read more... )

 
I don't know if it's elsewhere on earth but today is father's day. I haven't bought a present (yet) for my father because I didn't have the time because of my exams and stuff. I'll probably get one tomorrow.

I was waiting for today once. When I was still with my cousin. We had this father-daughter-relationship and I couldn't wait to surprise him. ( Read more... )

 
Dear Reader,

I'm back from T.B.'s party. It was nice. This is pretty much how it went.

Yesterday I had to wake up at 8AM for the rehearsal again. I was so tired, I thought I was going to skip the party, but I didn't. I figured I would have enough energy to keep on going during the day, besides it was a sunny day; that helped a lot.

The rehearsal was ( Read more... )