Okay .. Sooo.. what have I been up to these past few days .. or weeks ..

Well, I had exams from the 13th until the 24th of June. R.D. slept over for two nights, my parents didn't mind, haha. 
Then I went to Couleur Café for three days, it was amazing, I saw IAM, Selah Sue, Patrice, Ziggy Marley, Raggasonic, Puggy, DJ Shadow, Arsenal, Alborosie and ( Read more... )

God I miss him.. them. It must seem awkward to you that I'm thinking about two boys right now. Well a boy, soon to be a man, and a man.
Yesterday Ben came to English course. He picked a seat close to mine. He has a great smile, you know. I like him, but not the same way as I like A.W. and I'm definitely not falling in love with him or something. I ( Read more... )

I must say that I had a wonderful day today, and again, A.W. is the one to blame.
First, I was going to school and I was just thinking about Vday. Then suddenly I remembered that three years ago my grandma died today. I was sooo emotional all of the sudden. But it was okay, you know. 
After school I ate ice cream with Zoeey. We decided to do ( Read more... )

 
Okay, so I basically should be sleeping right now, but I can't. I'm still wondering what is making me feel like this. Empty, lonely, clueless, tired, upset, and God knows what else.

School started 9 months ago. I can feel these 9 months. I'm tired as hell and I'm neglecting my homework, which I usually don't. 
But it also feels like school just ( Read more... )

 
Dear Reader,

Today I spent my time wandering in a shopping centre, alone. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being alone.

There was a time when it was different; I always had some friends around me when I was going somewhere.
I do have friends and they're nice and stuff, but they're just different. They like listening to dubstep, they like to go out ( Read more... )

 
Dear Reader,

My room is a total mess! I really need to clean it up a little.

You're probably -or not- wondering why I'm disappointed. I'm not upset or something, just a little bit disappointed.

1. I talked to my sister's boyfriend, T.B., about S. because he's a friend of S. He thinks I deserve better. T.B. understood immediately why I was interested ( Read more... )

 
Oh, God.. I miss my cousin.

N.