Where were you all my life? 65/65 - COMPLETE
Chapter 65 - ... Ending
Pairings: Yunjae, little hints of Yoosu and Changmin / Lee Jun Ki
Warnings: mention rape and abuse, some violence, smut.
Summary:
Kim Jaejoong is forced to do business with the mafia who keep threatening him. Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun are responsible for his security. Jung Yunho is a cop investigating a paedophile/mafia man named Kim Jaejoong and the mafia is blackmailing him to do one job for them: kill Jaejoong. And so their paths collided. A week later, Jung Yunho is more than a prisoner in Kim Jaejoong's house and both mafia and cops are getting near the two men. Now Taemin is back and there's a race to find him first. However, at the end of everything remains a question: how do you heal wounds?
Character list,
Chapter 1 - Jaejoong Intro, Chapter 2 - Attempted Rape, Chapter 3 - Payback Rape, Chapter 4 - Yunho Intro, Chapter 5 - Yunho Intro, Chapter 6 - Framed and Blackmailed, Chapter 7 - Framed and Blackmailed, Chapter 8 - Aftermath, Chapter 9 - Method of Interrogation A, Chapter 10 - Method of Interrogation B, Chapter 11 - Unexpected Rescue, Chapter 12 - Talk and Re-enact, Chapter 13 - Surprises, Chapter 14 - Something Changes, Chapter 15 - I Remember Friday, Chapter 16 - Wet Dreams, Chapter 17 - Sweet Surrender Y, Chapter 18 - Sweet Surrender J, Chapter 19 - Morning After, Chapter 20 - Talking Is Overrated, Chapter 21 - Thugs, Cops and Talks, Chapter 22 - Ready? Action!, Chapter 23 - Permission, Chapter 24 - Action vs Reaction, Chapter 25 - Changes, Chapter 26 - Police Work, Chapter 27 - Confrontations, Chapter 28 - More Changes, Chapter 29 - Different Mornings, Chapter 30 - Interrogation - The Cop Method - part 1, Chapter 31 - Interrogation - The Cops Method - part 2, Chapter 32 - Talk or Fight?, Chapter 33 - Clash of Tempers, Chapter 34 - Relax Time, Chapter 35 - Fight for Dominance, Chapter 36 - Gentle vs Hard, Chapter 37 - All is Cool, Chapter 38 - Taemin Intro, Chapter 39 - Countdown, Chapter 40 - Countdown, Chapter 41 - Love or Lust?, Chapter 42 - Near or Far?, Chapter 43 - It's Ok, Chapter 44 - It's Not Ok, Chapter 45 - It's Really Not Ok!, Chapter 46 - Will It Be Ok?, Chapter 47 - Today Is The Day, Chapter 48 - Anxiety, Chapter 49 - Aim! Fire!, Chapter 50 - Flight or Fight?, Chapter 51 - Drop It Or He Dies!, Chapter 52 - Beating Hearts, Chapter 53 - Keep Calm, Don't Panic!, Chapter 54 - Is It Over?, Chapter 55 - After The Adrenaline, Chapter 56 - Down Memory Lane, Chapter 57 - Bureaucracy And Just Time, Chapter 58 - Surprises, Chapter 59 - Trial And Error, Chapter 60 - One Final Scare, Chapter 61 - It's a Date, Chapter 62 - Hot Cold Night, Chapter 63 - Dating, Chapter 64 - Happy...,
Time moved very slowly or very fast. Both men had no idea. They were too focused on each other and on what they were feeling.
The curtains billowed in the wind. At some point both men had moved to the bed and lost their clothes in the process. The temptation to kiss each other’s mouth was more controlled now and had given place to other temptations.
…
Yunho moved his head lower and lower, biting softly on Jaejoong’s hips, all the time a devilish smile on his face as he approached his target.
“I’m going to show you a few things. To you, my lovely Jae and to this sensitive pretty cock that I plan to tease endlessly with my hands, fingers, lips, teeth and tongue. Ah, poor Jae. If you think you’re already obsessed with my lips, wait until I show you why you should be. Oh, Jaejae, my darling, you are so done for.”
The second Jaejoong finally realised what Yunho was about to do, he tried to jump away from the man’s mouth. He was afraid that if Yunho continued it could ruin the loving atmosphere. However, he found that the man’s strong hands were holding him in place and the smile that the tall man gave him melted all of his bones. That smile got even more devilish when Yunho heard Jaejoong’s breathy moan. In the moments that followed, Yunho did his very best to show the man he loved all that he had ever learned about using his hands and mouth.
By the time Yunho finally started to just fully swallow Jaejoong into the back of his throat, the slim man was long gone, whimpering helplessly and non-stop under his skilful mouth, the sound delicious in his hears and urging him on.
The tall man looked up in curiosity and was surprised to see Jaejoong even had unshed tears in his half-closed eyes. He also enjoyed how there were desperate hands clawing at his skin, leaving behind angry red fingernail marks. One of Jaejoong’s fingers was deeply inside of him. Yunho knew it wasn’t to please him, he could sense the difference; the beautiful man was just doing that to please himself. He chuckled around the hard cock sending delicious shock waves to the man writhing under him. A low sob was heard, the slim man was starting to practically cry. Yunho loved that.
It was so sexy how Jaejoong could trust him so much and just abandon himself into his hands. He smiled, still moving up and down on the weeping cock in his mouth, realising that Jaejoong had unconsciously given him that type of trust since their true first time together. That distant night when he just gave in to their mutual physical attraction and to their stubborn arousals and just pulled Jaejoong on top of him.
Yunho heard how Jaejoong was brokenly moaning his name, getting closer and closer to his release. He breathed deeply and concentrated on keeping the rhythm. The cock was getting thicker and harder. The beautiful man was now incoherent, body tense in anticipation.
The cop’s mouth never left Jaejoong’s body as the slim man reached his orgasm. It took the beautiful man curling into a ball away from his mouth for Yunho to finally let go. As the cop swallowed the cum in his mouth and licked his lips, Jaejoong closed his eyes at the sight, moaning at the display of sexiness.
-Are you trying to kill me?
-No. Just trying to make you addicted to me.
Jaejoong huffed.
-As if you don’t know I already am. What if I try to do the same thing to you?
-Jae, you had me the first time you touched me.
Yunho smiled teasingly as Jaejoong pouted cutely at him. They hugged and caressed each other, simply exchanging sweet kisses with no hurry.
…
Jaejoong had something in mind. Yunho’s erection rubbing against his stomach was giving him ideas. He wanted very much to be inside the tall man. That seemed to be the cop’s expectation since he had allowed Jaejoong to turn him on his back. However, right now, what the slim man wanted as soon as possible was to have Yunho inside him. That huge cock was rock hard and although the cop seemed to be content with just kissing for now, Jaejoong was feeling impatient. He decided to take matters into his owns hands or, more accurately, his fingers.
The second Yunho realised what Jaejoong was doing, he took over. The lube was in its usual place in the drawer and within easy reach. He applied it on own his fingers and replaced Jaejoong’s fingers. Very soon he had the beautiful man mewling and arching his back.
Things moved very fast, Jaejoong barely allowing Yunho enough time to properly prepare him. He used an almost excessive amount of lube to rub the hard cock and held it to lift himself down on it. The stretch forced the beautiful man to close his eyes and go slow. Yunho kept as still as possible, listening to Jaejoong’s breath and watching his shaky movements. He had been expecting the beautiful man to jump him but not this way. Not before he had been penetrated and Jaejoong was tired enough. But he could not complain. Just enjoy.
…
Yunho marveled at the way Jaejoong moved above him. Just the sight alone took his breath away. He doubted he would ever get used to how gorgeous the slim man was. He allowed himself to simply lay still and feel. Jaejoong started moving up and down slowly and carefully, taking some needed time to adjust to his size. Then, the beautiful man decided to set a fast pace that had Yunho seeing stars. The friction was delicious and threatening to send him over the edge very soon.
Yunho wanted to be greedy and prolong the sweet agony. In fact, he wanted more than simply being inside Jaejoong. He wanted to try out all those positions he usually could only dream of. He had tried the same thing before and Jaejoong had allowed him. But now he wanted much more. He and the slim man were both so flexible due to all the martial arts training that it would be a sin not to take advantage of that. Besides, he was sure that Jaejoong trusted him enough to allow him to try out and would let him know if it got painful or too uncomfortable.
…
Jaejoong found himself being grabbed and placed on his knees, with Yunho entering him again, gently but in a fast move; before starting to pound into him. The slim man felt his breath being knocked out of him, his throat producing sounds with each thrust. However Jaejoong just held himself as best as he could and met Yunho’s movements, enjoying this slightly wild side of the cop that rarely showed up.
The taller man wasted no time in pulling Jaejoong’s legs and arms this and that way; opening him more; holding the slim man entirely at his mercy. He carefully watched Jaejoong’s face for any hint of discomfort and immediately changed the angle or position when he saw it.
Jaejoong felt like he would soon run out of energy. Yunho had fucked him in just about every positon he could think of, even getting up from the bed for a few of them. One or other had made him feel exposed, making him blush. However, the tender way Yunho touched him in between the powerful thrusts made him feel worshiped and sexier than ever. The cop would not pound him for long in each position, apparently still searching for that perfect one. Jaejoong hoped he would find it soon. His entrance was starting to send him signals due to the prolonged fucking and all the different angles. The incredible feeling of pleasure was approaching something that could even be described as pain and he was sure he would be sore.
After having on leg over Yunho’s shoulder, then both, then somehow ended up with Yunho laying on top of him. Jaejoong held both his legs high up on either side of the man; his feel in the air, sometimes supported on Yunho’s thrusting hips. He suspected the cop had finally found a position he wanted to keep. It was easy to see the benefit of this one. Yunho’s hands could touch him almost everywhere and they were certainly trying. But what was driving him a little crazy was the man’s mouth constantly searching his lips. Yunho’s kisses were intense and drugging, the taller man caught up in the last stages towards his own orgasm.
Jaejoong could only take the urgent demanding kisses and hold on to Yunho while his body was pleasured almost to his limit point. The cop’s thrusts were increasing in speed and strength; the man’s harsh breathing and moans constantly sending shivers down Jaejoong’s spine. The shorter man felt as if he could cum just from hearing the effect he had on Yunho. In fact, more than everything, it was how pleasured Yunho sounded and looked while sweat glued their skins, that was making Jaejoong find the strength to hold on just a little longer; his body already on the edge between pain and pleasure. Those sounds and the kisses were keeping him on the pleasure side, his orgasm finally fast approaching as well.
When they both came, neither Jaejoong nor Yunho could tell who had started to convulse first, both too caught up in the waves of their own climax to barely register anything.
…
Jaejoong winced when his legs were finally his own to move at will. They felt heavy. As the haze of pleasure started to lift, his entrance was telling him he’d be sore and walk a little funny the following day. He chuckled a little. The pleasure he had felt and that he had given Yunho was more than worth a little soreness. A soft pained whimper escaped his lips as he adjusted his legs a little better but he was wearing a blissful smile on his face.
Yunho’s eyes cleared immediately at that small sound. His face searched Jaejoong’s, showing a wealth of anxiety and tenderness.
-Oh, God! Jae… please tell I didn’t hurt you? Oh, shit, I got so carried away…
The taller man’s hands went over Jaejoong’s thighs in a soothing gesture; a little regret and worry clear in his voice.
-I’m ok, you big bear, Just let me rest. However, this side of the equation is closed for today. Time to switch sides.
-Oh, really?
-Really. And I’m totally going to get back at you, you big brute with a third leg.
-Jaejae…
Jaejoong laughed out loud at Yunho’s sad pouting face.
-Sorry, anyway. I did get carried away.
-I know you did and I let you. My big stupid insecure bear, you did notice I didn’t stop you, didn’t you?
Yunho chose not to replay and just gave soft bites to Jaejoong’s nipples.
-Yunnie… Damn you…
-Tasty.
Jaejoong laughed, trying to avoid Yunho’s mouth and his fingers that were now attempting to tickle his sides.
-Stop that. This is talking time now.
-Talk about what?
Yunho looked slightly suspicious at the beautiful man underneath him.
-I know what you were doing.
-What was I doing?
-Taking advantage of the fact that we trust each other; that I’m comfortable with your size; that I have the strength to punch you to stop if necessary.
Yunho pouted again and hide his face near Jaejoong’s shoulder.
-Yun, I could recognize that was what you were doing cause in a way that’s what I’ve been doing lately. Like that night in my car…
-You’ve been trying out positions?
Jaejoong didn’t even bother looking at Yunho and just punched his shoulder. He loved when the tall man teased him but it was still a little annoying.
-Trying out boundaries. Stop playing, Yunnie. I’m trying to be serious.
-Ok, sorry. I know what you meant. And Jae, I’d never let you do something to me that I don’t want. You really should stop worrying about that. I still have one or two marks from that night and you know I want more marks like that.
-I know, Yun. But I still had to feel it and believe it. And that night…
Yunho moaned as the memory became clearer and rubbed his awakening erection against Jaejoong’s body.
-Calm down, you horny bastard. I already fed you.
Yunho rubbed himself again. Jaejoong groaned in response, his own body awakening. In a little fit of anger, the business man slapped Yunho’s butt hard to get him to hold still. The cop’s breathing changed completely at the gesture and he moved his body until both their erections met. Jaejoong tried to fight his shiver of arousal as he rolled his eyes at Yunho, slightly exasperated. The tall man looked up sheepishly.
-I love it when you get a little angry. So sexy.
-Yunnie…
Jaejoong was seconds away to just fuck Yunho silly after hearing the man’s husky voice in his ear when the cop caught him off guard.
-So, are we both finally ready to leave the past behind?
Jaejoong froze and remained thoughtful for a while. Yunho poked him with a finger.
-I have no doubt about how we feel for each other. We’re in this together and for good. It’s a wonderful warm feeling. No more wondering if you hate me; if there’s an imbalance of power making you submit… Anyway, you just fucked me senseless into the mattress; no way are you powerless.
Yunho shook his head and smiled. Jaejoong had wanted to talk seriously and he was, but he was also teasing him. He liked that.
-What I mean is… I’ve slowly started to believe, emotionally and not just rationally, that no matter how things started, they are mutual now. Most importantly, that there is nothing wrong if our sex life gets a little rough. It can be rough without crossing any lines. You were a little rough with me just now. More than I ever experienced, I must admit. Maybe more than you ever were with anyone before. And… it was ok. I liked it; I enjoyed it; I was with you all the way. And I trusted you so much that I never doubted that you’d stop if I asked you to, no matter how turned on or how close you were.
Jaejoong suddenly sighed and Yunho looked up, trying to read his expression.
-What is it?
-I… I have no idea where we would be if it had been the other way around. I don’t think I would have gotten over it if that night, when you attacked me, if… if I hadn’t been able to stop you…
-Jae… don’t go into hypothesis. It’s no good.
-Do you…
-Don’t. I’m pretty sure that if you hadn’t stopped, we would not be here like this. But there’s no point in dwelling in that. No good can come of it.
Yunho sighed and pulled his hair. Then he laid on his back and moved Jaejoong on top of him, holding him close.
-Different people react differently to the same things. Different personalities, different life experiences, different reactions. And, no matter what, a similar situation is never exactly the same. My attack on you can’t be compared to Siwon’s for example. And yet if I had succeeded, the damage could… Jae…
-Hush. Ok. Stop. It’s ok. I know. I should not have brought that up.
-It’s ok to bring it up. I don’t want you to worry if it’s normal or not that I got over being forced. In a way I know that I’m over it only cause it was you. Somehow I never really saw you as a real threat to me. I was more… humiliated than anything else. But I was a real threat to you that night. I guess… I guess that in a crazy crappy situation, we managed to get lucky. What we did, all that happened, it never got as bad as it could have gotten. And… it’s past now.
-Yun…
-What?
Jaejoong looked deep into Yunho’s eyes with shining eyes and then hugged him with all his strength. The cop answered in kind and they stayed like that for a while.
…
When Jaejoong took Yunho, he kept his promise and held nothing back. His mind was clear and his body was thrumming with desire. All he wanted was to give pleasure to the man he loved. They had the next day to rest and let their bodies recover. He made sure to leave Yunho’s skin the way the cop liked it best: full of possession marks.
Much like Yunho had done, Jaejoong tried a few positions. Some for how debauched they looked, others for how open they left Yunho to his eyes and thrusts, some for how he could touch the man. But his favourites were the ones when he could easily kiss Yunho’s mouth. He could not get enough of that mouth. Kissing Yunho was almost as good as having sex with him.
…
Jaejoong was happily hugging Yunho who had his head on his chest. He had taken the tall man for a slow second time, full of loving kisses, and they were still recovering from their orgasms. The cop was awake, one of his hands softly caressing his chest and belly.
-Yunnie…
-Hummm?
-I know we went for slow but… do we have to keep going for slow until you move in with me?
Yunho still had his head recovering from their recent slow love making and it took him a little to understand what Jaejoong had asked. He lifted his head to look at the beautiful man’s eyes, surprise evident in his own eyes.
-Are you asking me to move in with you?
-Yes.
A moment of silence followed. Jaejoong felt a little restless. He couldn’t help adding more.
-Your dad would love being at the house again, more tv channels, lots of people to keep him company…
-Ah, so you just want my dad back here? What am I? An accessory?
Yunho’s teasing tone made Jaejoong relax and laugh.
-I sleep much better with you.
-Ah, so it’s even worse. You’re just being selfish.
-Very selfish. I love you. I need you with me.
Jaejoong’s simple and unexpected confession took Yunho’s breath away. He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. Closing his eyes for a second, Yunho decided to answer in a simpler way. He pressed his lips softly to Jaejoong’s, moving them with as much tenderness as he felt. Jaejoong answered back with his own tender kisses and for a while they just kissed each other.
-I love you too. As for moving in… yes. In due time.
Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes, his own full of awe and he whispered in his beloved’s ear.
-Where were you all my life?
-So cheesy. You must have a fever. - Answered Yunho with a beautiful happy smile, his cheeks betraying a blush, while he placed a hand in Jaejoong’s forehead.
-Seriously, where were you all my life? Why didn’t I meet you sooner?
-Love, we met just at the right time.
They hugged and switched positions, Yunho laying on his back and Jaejoong on top. The beautiful man entered Yunho’s body in a slick movement, their bodies more than eager to be joined again. Jaejoong started to move a little faster, a little deeper. His hands held Yunho with all his strength, the kind of touch that left bruises behind. Their moans encouraged them to move more against each other, to kiss more and to find their pleasure.
The curtains blew up allowing the moonlight to illuminate the two naked bodies on the bed. Both were oblivious to that, their minds only focused on each other and their loving kisses.
THE END
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As a curiosity, this is the first draft that led to this chaptered fic.
First draft,
Some story points still match. ;)
360 word pages, 195,600 words and almost a year to write. My first fic. I am feeling very proud of myself.
For everyone who followed this story I just want to say:
THANK YOU!!!!!
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Pairings: Yunjae, little hints of Yoosu and Changmin / Lee Jun Ki
Warnings: mention rape and abuse, some violence, smut.
Summary:
Kim Jaejoong is forced to do business with the mafia who keep threatening him. Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun are responsible for his security. Jung Yunho is a cop investigating a paedophile/mafia man named Kim Jaejoong and the mafia is blackmailing him to do one job for them: kill Jaejoong. And so their paths collided. A week later, Jung Yunho is more than a prisoner in Kim Jaejoong's house and both mafia and cops are getting near the two men. Now Taemin is back and there's a race to find him first. However, at the end of everything remains a question: how do you heal wounds?
Character list,
Chapter 1 - Jaejoong Intro, Chapter 2 - Attempted Rape, Chapter 3 - Payback Rape, Chapter 4 - Yunho Intro, Chapter 5 - Yunho Intro, Chapter 6 - Framed and Blackmailed, Chapter 7 - Framed and Blackmailed, Chapter 8 - Aftermath, Chapter 9 - Method of Interrogation A, Chapter 10 - Method of Interrogation B, Chapter 11 - Unexpected Rescue, Chapter 12 - Talk and Re-enact, Chapter 13 - Surprises, Chapter 14 - Something Changes, Chapter 15 - I Remember Friday, Chapter 16 - Wet Dreams, Chapter 17 - Sweet Surrender Y, Chapter 18 - Sweet Surrender J, Chapter 19 - Morning After, Chapter 20 - Talking Is Overrated, Chapter 21 - Thugs, Cops and Talks, Chapter 22 - Ready? Action!, Chapter 23 - Permission, Chapter 24 - Action vs Reaction, Chapter 25 - Changes, Chapter 26 - Police Work, Chapter 27 - Confrontations, Chapter 28 - More Changes, Chapter 29 - Different Mornings, Chapter 30 - Interrogation - The Cop Method - part 1, Chapter 31 - Interrogation - The Cops Method - part 2, Chapter 32 - Talk or Fight?, Chapter 33 - Clash of Tempers, Chapter 34 - Relax Time, Chapter 35 - Fight for Dominance, Chapter 36 - Gentle vs Hard, Chapter 37 - All is Cool, Chapter 38 - Taemin Intro, Chapter 39 - Countdown, Chapter 40 - Countdown, Chapter 41 - Love or Lust?, Chapter 42 - Near or Far?, Chapter 43 - It's Ok, Chapter 44 - It's Not Ok, Chapter 45 - It's Really Not Ok!, Chapter 46 - Will It Be Ok?, Chapter 47 - Today Is The Day, Chapter 48 - Anxiety, Chapter 49 - Aim! Fire!, Chapter 50 - Flight or Fight?, Chapter 51 - Drop It Or He Dies!, Chapter 52 - Beating Hearts, Chapter 53 - Keep Calm, Don't Panic!, Chapter 54 - Is It Over?, Chapter 55 - After The Adrenaline, Chapter 56 - Down Memory Lane, Chapter 57 - Bureaucracy And Just Time, Chapter 58 - Surprises, Chapter 59 - Trial And Error, Chapter 60 - One Final Scare, Chapter 61 - It's a Date, Chapter 62 - Hot Cold Night, Chapter 63 - Dating, Chapter 64 - Happy...,
Time moved very slowly or very fast. Both men had no idea. They were too focused on each other and on what they were feeling.
The curtains billowed in the wind. At some point both men had moved to the bed and lost their clothes in the process. The temptation to kiss each other’s mouth was more controlled now and had given place to other temptations.
…
Yunho moved his head lower and lower, biting softly on Jaejoong’s hips, all the time a devilish smile on his face as he approached his target.
“I’m going to show you a few things. To you, my lovely Jae and to this sensitive pretty cock that I plan to tease endlessly with my hands, fingers, lips, teeth and tongue. Ah, poor Jae. If you think you’re already obsessed with my lips, wait until I show you why you should be. Oh, Jaejae, my darling, you are so done for.”
The second Jaejoong finally realised what Yunho was about to do, he tried to jump away from the man’s mouth. He was afraid that if Yunho continued it could ruin the loving atmosphere. However, he found that the man’s strong hands were holding him in place and the smile that the tall man gave him melted all of his bones. That smile got even more devilish when Yunho heard Jaejoong’s breathy moan. In the moments that followed, Yunho did his very best to show the man he loved all that he had ever learned about using his hands and mouth.
By the time Yunho finally started to just fully swallow Jaejoong into the back of his throat, the slim man was long gone, whimpering helplessly and non-stop under his skilful mouth, the sound delicious in his hears and urging him on.
The tall man looked up in curiosity and was surprised to see Jaejoong even had unshed tears in his half-closed eyes. He also enjoyed how there were desperate hands clawing at his skin, leaving behind angry red fingernail marks. One of Jaejoong’s fingers was deeply inside of him. Yunho knew it wasn’t to please him, he could sense the difference; the beautiful man was just doing that to please himself. He chuckled around the hard cock sending delicious shock waves to the man writhing under him. A low sob was heard, the slim man was starting to practically cry. Yunho loved that.
It was so sexy how Jaejoong could trust him so much and just abandon himself into his hands. He smiled, still moving up and down on the weeping cock in his mouth, realising that Jaejoong had unconsciously given him that type of trust since their true first time together. That distant night when he just gave in to their mutual physical attraction and to their stubborn arousals and just pulled Jaejoong on top of him.
Yunho heard how Jaejoong was brokenly moaning his name, getting closer and closer to his release. He breathed deeply and concentrated on keeping the rhythm. The cock was getting thicker and harder. The beautiful man was now incoherent, body tense in anticipation.
The cop’s mouth never left Jaejoong’s body as the slim man reached his orgasm. It took the beautiful man curling into a ball away from his mouth for Yunho to finally let go. As the cop swallowed the cum in his mouth and licked his lips, Jaejoong closed his eyes at the sight, moaning at the display of sexiness.
-Are you trying to kill me?
-No. Just trying to make you addicted to me.
Jaejoong huffed.
-As if you don’t know I already am. What if I try to do the same thing to you?
-Jae, you had me the first time you touched me.
Yunho smiled teasingly as Jaejoong pouted cutely at him. They hugged and caressed each other, simply exchanging sweet kisses with no hurry.
…
Jaejoong had something in mind. Yunho’s erection rubbing against his stomach was giving him ideas. He wanted very much to be inside the tall man. That seemed to be the cop’s expectation since he had allowed Jaejoong to turn him on his back. However, right now, what the slim man wanted as soon as possible was to have Yunho inside him. That huge cock was rock hard and although the cop seemed to be content with just kissing for now, Jaejoong was feeling impatient. He decided to take matters into his owns hands or, more accurately, his fingers.
The second Yunho realised what Jaejoong was doing, he took over. The lube was in its usual place in the drawer and within easy reach. He applied it on own his fingers and replaced Jaejoong’s fingers. Very soon he had the beautiful man mewling and arching his back.
Things moved very fast, Jaejoong barely allowing Yunho enough time to properly prepare him. He used an almost excessive amount of lube to rub the hard cock and held it to lift himself down on it. The stretch forced the beautiful man to close his eyes and go slow. Yunho kept as still as possible, listening to Jaejoong’s breath and watching his shaky movements. He had been expecting the beautiful man to jump him but not this way. Not before he had been penetrated and Jaejoong was tired enough. But he could not complain. Just enjoy.
…
Yunho marveled at the way Jaejoong moved above him. Just the sight alone took his breath away. He doubted he would ever get used to how gorgeous the slim man was. He allowed himself to simply lay still and feel. Jaejoong started moving up and down slowly and carefully, taking some needed time to adjust to his size. Then, the beautiful man decided to set a fast pace that had Yunho seeing stars. The friction was delicious and threatening to send him over the edge very soon.
Yunho wanted to be greedy and prolong the sweet agony. In fact, he wanted more than simply being inside Jaejoong. He wanted to try out all those positions he usually could only dream of. He had tried the same thing before and Jaejoong had allowed him. But now he wanted much more. He and the slim man were both so flexible due to all the martial arts training that it would be a sin not to take advantage of that. Besides, he was sure that Jaejoong trusted him enough to allow him to try out and would let him know if it got painful or too uncomfortable.
…
Jaejoong found himself being grabbed and placed on his knees, with Yunho entering him again, gently but in a fast move; before starting to pound into him. The slim man felt his breath being knocked out of him, his throat producing sounds with each thrust. However Jaejoong just held himself as best as he could and met Yunho’s movements, enjoying this slightly wild side of the cop that rarely showed up.
The taller man wasted no time in pulling Jaejoong’s legs and arms this and that way; opening him more; holding the slim man entirely at his mercy. He carefully watched Jaejoong’s face for any hint of discomfort and immediately changed the angle or position when he saw it.
Jaejoong felt like he would soon run out of energy. Yunho had fucked him in just about every positon he could think of, even getting up from the bed for a few of them. One or other had made him feel exposed, making him blush. However, the tender way Yunho touched him in between the powerful thrusts made him feel worshiped and sexier than ever. The cop would not pound him for long in each position, apparently still searching for that perfect one. Jaejoong hoped he would find it soon. His entrance was starting to send him signals due to the prolonged fucking and all the different angles. The incredible feeling of pleasure was approaching something that could even be described as pain and he was sure he would be sore.
After having on leg over Yunho’s shoulder, then both, then somehow ended up with Yunho laying on top of him. Jaejoong held both his legs high up on either side of the man; his feel in the air, sometimes supported on Yunho’s thrusting hips. He suspected the cop had finally found a position he wanted to keep. It was easy to see the benefit of this one. Yunho’s hands could touch him almost everywhere and they were certainly trying. But what was driving him a little crazy was the man’s mouth constantly searching his lips. Yunho’s kisses were intense and drugging, the taller man caught up in the last stages towards his own orgasm.
Jaejoong could only take the urgent demanding kisses and hold on to Yunho while his body was pleasured almost to his limit point. The cop’s thrusts were increasing in speed and strength; the man’s harsh breathing and moans constantly sending shivers down Jaejoong’s spine. The shorter man felt as if he could cum just from hearing the effect he had on Yunho. In fact, more than everything, it was how pleasured Yunho sounded and looked while sweat glued their skins, that was making Jaejoong find the strength to hold on just a little longer; his body already on the edge between pain and pleasure. Those sounds and the kisses were keeping him on the pleasure side, his orgasm finally fast approaching as well.
When they both came, neither Jaejoong nor Yunho could tell who had started to convulse first, both too caught up in the waves of their own climax to barely register anything.
…
Jaejoong winced when his legs were finally his own to move at will. They felt heavy. As the haze of pleasure started to lift, his entrance was telling him he’d be sore and walk a little funny the following day. He chuckled a little. The pleasure he had felt and that he had given Yunho was more than worth a little soreness. A soft pained whimper escaped his lips as he adjusted his legs a little better but he was wearing a blissful smile on his face.
Yunho’s eyes cleared immediately at that small sound. His face searched Jaejoong’s, showing a wealth of anxiety and tenderness.
-Oh, God! Jae… please tell I didn’t hurt you? Oh, shit, I got so carried away…
The taller man’s hands went over Jaejoong’s thighs in a soothing gesture; a little regret and worry clear in his voice.
-I’m ok, you big bear, Just let me rest. However, this side of the equation is closed for today. Time to switch sides.
-Oh, really?
-Really. And I’m totally going to get back at you, you big brute with a third leg.
-Jaejae…
Jaejoong laughed out loud at Yunho’s sad pouting face.
-Sorry, anyway. I did get carried away.
-I know you did and I let you. My big stupid insecure bear, you did notice I didn’t stop you, didn’t you?
Yunho chose not to replay and just gave soft bites to Jaejoong’s nipples.
-Yunnie… Damn you…
-Tasty.
Jaejoong laughed, trying to avoid Yunho’s mouth and his fingers that were now attempting to tickle his sides.
-Stop that. This is talking time now.
-Talk about what?
Yunho looked slightly suspicious at the beautiful man underneath him.
-I know what you were doing.
-What was I doing?
-Taking advantage of the fact that we trust each other; that I’m comfortable with your size; that I have the strength to punch you to stop if necessary.
Yunho pouted again and hide his face near Jaejoong’s shoulder.
-Yun, I could recognize that was what you were doing cause in a way that’s what I’ve been doing lately. Like that night in my car…
-You’ve been trying out positions?
Jaejoong didn’t even bother looking at Yunho and just punched his shoulder. He loved when the tall man teased him but it was still a little annoying.
-Trying out boundaries. Stop playing, Yunnie. I’m trying to be serious.
-Ok, sorry. I know what you meant. And Jae, I’d never let you do something to me that I don’t want. You really should stop worrying about that. I still have one or two marks from that night and you know I want more marks like that.
-I know, Yun. But I still had to feel it and believe it. And that night…
Yunho moaned as the memory became clearer and rubbed his awakening erection against Jaejoong’s body.
-Calm down, you horny bastard. I already fed you.
Yunho rubbed himself again. Jaejoong groaned in response, his own body awakening. In a little fit of anger, the business man slapped Yunho’s butt hard to get him to hold still. The cop’s breathing changed completely at the gesture and he moved his body until both their erections met. Jaejoong tried to fight his shiver of arousal as he rolled his eyes at Yunho, slightly exasperated. The tall man looked up sheepishly.
-I love it when you get a little angry. So sexy.
-Yunnie…
Jaejoong was seconds away to just fuck Yunho silly after hearing the man’s husky voice in his ear when the cop caught him off guard.
-So, are we both finally ready to leave the past behind?
Jaejoong froze and remained thoughtful for a while. Yunho poked him with a finger.
-I have no doubt about how we feel for each other. We’re in this together and for good. It’s a wonderful warm feeling. No more wondering if you hate me; if there’s an imbalance of power making you submit… Anyway, you just fucked me senseless into the mattress; no way are you powerless.
Yunho shook his head and smiled. Jaejoong had wanted to talk seriously and he was, but he was also teasing him. He liked that.
-What I mean is… I’ve slowly started to believe, emotionally and not just rationally, that no matter how things started, they are mutual now. Most importantly, that there is nothing wrong if our sex life gets a little rough. It can be rough without crossing any lines. You were a little rough with me just now. More than I ever experienced, I must admit. Maybe more than you ever were with anyone before. And… it was ok. I liked it; I enjoyed it; I was with you all the way. And I trusted you so much that I never doubted that you’d stop if I asked you to, no matter how turned on or how close you were.
Jaejoong suddenly sighed and Yunho looked up, trying to read his expression.
-What is it?
-I… I have no idea where we would be if it had been the other way around. I don’t think I would have gotten over it if that night, when you attacked me, if… if I hadn’t been able to stop you…
-Jae… don’t go into hypothesis. It’s no good.
-Do you…
-Don’t. I’m pretty sure that if you hadn’t stopped, we would not be here like this. But there’s no point in dwelling in that. No good can come of it.
Yunho sighed and pulled his hair. Then he laid on his back and moved Jaejoong on top of him, holding him close.
-Different people react differently to the same things. Different personalities, different life experiences, different reactions. And, no matter what, a similar situation is never exactly the same. My attack on you can’t be compared to Siwon’s for example. And yet if I had succeeded, the damage could… Jae…
-Hush. Ok. Stop. It’s ok. I know. I should not have brought that up.
-It’s ok to bring it up. I don’t want you to worry if it’s normal or not that I got over being forced. In a way I know that I’m over it only cause it was you. Somehow I never really saw you as a real threat to me. I was more… humiliated than anything else. But I was a real threat to you that night. I guess… I guess that in a crazy crappy situation, we managed to get lucky. What we did, all that happened, it never got as bad as it could have gotten. And… it’s past now.
-Yun…
-What?
Jaejoong looked deep into Yunho’s eyes with shining eyes and then hugged him with all his strength. The cop answered in kind and they stayed like that for a while.
…
When Jaejoong took Yunho, he kept his promise and held nothing back. His mind was clear and his body was thrumming with desire. All he wanted was to give pleasure to the man he loved. They had the next day to rest and let their bodies recover. He made sure to leave Yunho’s skin the way the cop liked it best: full of possession marks.
Much like Yunho had done, Jaejoong tried a few positions. Some for how debauched they looked, others for how open they left Yunho to his eyes and thrusts, some for how he could touch the man. But his favourites were the ones when he could easily kiss Yunho’s mouth. He could not get enough of that mouth. Kissing Yunho was almost as good as having sex with him.
…
Jaejoong was happily hugging Yunho who had his head on his chest. He had taken the tall man for a slow second time, full of loving kisses, and they were still recovering from their orgasms. The cop was awake, one of his hands softly caressing his chest and belly.
-Yunnie…
-Hummm?
-I know we went for slow but… do we have to keep going for slow until you move in with me?
Yunho still had his head recovering from their recent slow love making and it took him a little to understand what Jaejoong had asked. He lifted his head to look at the beautiful man’s eyes, surprise evident in his own eyes.
-Are you asking me to move in with you?
-Yes.
A moment of silence followed. Jaejoong felt a little restless. He couldn’t help adding more.
-Your dad would love being at the house again, more tv channels, lots of people to keep him company…
-Ah, so you just want my dad back here? What am I? An accessory?
Yunho’s teasing tone made Jaejoong relax and laugh.
-I sleep much better with you.
-Ah, so it’s even worse. You’re just being selfish.
-Very selfish. I love you. I need you with me.
Jaejoong’s simple and unexpected confession took Yunho’s breath away. He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. Closing his eyes for a second, Yunho decided to answer in a simpler way. He pressed his lips softly to Jaejoong’s, moving them with as much tenderness as he felt. Jaejoong answered back with his own tender kisses and for a while they just kissed each other.
-I love you too. As for moving in… yes. In due time.
Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes, his own full of awe and he whispered in his beloved’s ear.
-Where were you all my life?
-So cheesy. You must have a fever. - Answered Yunho with a beautiful happy smile, his cheeks betraying a blush, while he placed a hand in Jaejoong’s forehead.
-Seriously, where were you all my life? Why didn’t I meet you sooner?
-Love, we met just at the right time.
They hugged and switched positions, Yunho laying on his back and Jaejoong on top. The beautiful man entered Yunho’s body in a slick movement, their bodies more than eager to be joined again. Jaejoong started to move a little faster, a little deeper. His hands held Yunho with all his strength, the kind of touch that left bruises behind. Their moans encouraged them to move more against each other, to kiss more and to find their pleasure.
The curtains blew up allowing the moonlight to illuminate the two naked bodies on the bed. Both were oblivious to that, their minds only focused on each other and their loving kisses.
THE END
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As a curiosity, this is the first draft that led to this chaptered fic.
First draft,
Some story points still match. ;)
360 word pages, 195,600 words and almost a year to write. My first fic. I am feeling very proud of myself.
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