There WAS frost in alberta last night. I know because I let the cats out this morning and it was less that ten minutes before Theo wanted back in. Zaio is a sturdier sort, but this is Theo`s first winter. He`ll toughen up ( Read more... )

I'm not sure it will ever go away. I'm pretty sure that it will feel better when he's closer, or living here. He doesn't seem to think so. He thinks it'll be worse. I doubt it. I will feel better knowing that he isn't totally over me. Its not like he's gonna leave in the morning and by the afternoon I'll be sure that he's leaving me. I'm not ( Read more... )

Almost Four Months have passed since I wrote anything in here. I was going to say thats strange, but maybe not. Maybe it didn't fit into my life like it used to. I don't think I fit into my life like I used to. But here I am now, looking forward to a year in a way that I haven't... ever I don't think. No resolutions (except to mail those ( Read more... )

I didn't get a car, and felt very relieved. I was glad to not spend any money ( Read more... )

As they argued about whether it was her lips or her eyes that made her so damn beautiful that she realized... she realized what ( Read more... )

Sammy came all the way home with me. He is now living in the basement. I phoned the guy, but was quite relieved to have him not answer the phone. So poor Samford got two long car rides. But he's here, he in the basement, and he's okay. And I'm okay.

Today is a sad day for me. I am giving away my chinchilla tomorrow. I know, I know, I've made my mom take care of it for the last two years, but its still sad to see it go. I am packing it up and giving it to an older man in Moose Jaw. I think he'll appreciate the company, and should be good about caring for it. Right? I'm still not sure how ( Read more... )

Zaio had her kittens this morning! I woke up to James poking me, and Zaio with contractions. She wanted to have them under the covers between us, but its much too messy. We tried to put a blanket under her, but then she insisted on being in her basket. So we gave in, but when she was having her first kitten ever, the tail was poking out, but ( Read more... )

I never know if I should trust myself. I never know if I am fooling myself and therefore just setting myself up for some sort of gag that just for laughs would have on tv so the whole country could laugh. 'Ha ha, she thought she was in love-ha ha ha ha' They would show it from three different camera angles, and enhance it with wacky sound ( Read more... )

Well I'm packed again. I think the cat gets it. There is boxes all over our house. We ate off a Tupperware lid today. Now we don't feel so good. This is the last night here. We have to keep the same bed, unfortunately. But its a bed. I feel exhausted, like the night of long stressful things to remember. Its insane how much work it is to ( Read more... )