Almost Four Months
Almost Four Months have passed since I wrote anything in here. I was going to say thats strange, but maybe not. Maybe it didn't fit into my life like it used to. I don't think I fit into my life like I used to. But here I am now, looking forward to a year in a way that I haven't... ever I don't think. No resolutions (except to mail those christmas cards), just anticipation. Which doesn't always mean negative feelings, its just as equally good. I'm nervous. I'm nervous about being completely alone, but then I have family and friends surrounding me. I'm nervous about living in such a small space, but then I have other places to go, and maybe I should be getting out more. I'm most nervous about how much the year is going to cost me, being that it might get me stuck in my job, or my life as it is. But I know I make enough that I can afford it, and I know that I am okay where I am. I also know I have all sorts of people to help me out, financially, and as companions. I am still figuring out this city, but maybe that I have just shed my skin I will take it head on. Which would be a nice change.
So its just me and Zaio again. And thats okay.
So its just me and Zaio again. And thats okay.