I'm free!  I'm officially finished with my first semester of college!  A miracle!  Pretty sure I was going to die this week; I was so swamped.  Yesterday was the worst.  I had to turn in a portfolio of poems plus a short story, which I hadn't had the chance to write, so I had to write it all Wednesday and yesterday.  I finished it just in time, ( Read more... )

I had yet another D'espairsRay dream last night.  I promise, the apprehension of seeing them is now leaking into my sleeping mind.  D8  This dream, however, was slightly annoying.  There were a lot of useless parts, like having to ice skate through an arena to see them, where I was promptly ran over by other ice skaters.  :/

( Buddhist priest ZERO and Ham-clad Monsters )

The last couple of months, I haven't had any dreams, but since Friday night, I've had a CRAP TON of them... and they've all been D'espairsRay-related.

So, my dream last night.  tomandakaulitz and I had just gotten in the queue to see D'espairsRay.  I was slightly aggravated when we got there because it was SUPER early and there were already people there in front ( Read more... )

I got home last from a miserable track meet where it was raining and cold and my shins hurt like a mother and I got 12 seconds over my best time.  Right as I took off running the 800, my right quad seized up on me and I thought, "WTF is going on?  It didn't hurt before!" and my knee was giving me grief and the brace was slipping off.  So, yeah.  ( Read more... )

The main staple of our diet is ibuprofen, I promise.  We are in constant pain.  I know everyone is always like, "Oh, running is so good for you!  It burns so many calories!"  Well, I that's true, however, running really does a number on your shins, knees, feet, whatever.  It hurts like hell.  And you have to run through the pain unless your knee is ( Read more... )

I got this from savedarfur.org.  Please read it.

In a matter of days, sham elections in Sudan could be allowed to legitimize President Omar al-Bashir's dictatorial rule, despite his status as an indicted war criminal.

If Bashir wins, the U.S. government must denounce the elections as a fraud, or risk strengthening his hand to initiate more violence ( Read more... )

I just found out the most embarrassing thing yesterday.

When I was 12, I used to read the Vampire Kisses Series. By no means do I read them now, but I really used to like them. In the story, the main character, Raven, is a gothic chick who lives in the boring, nothing-to-do town of Dullsville ( Read more... )

I had the strangest dreams last night.
It involved D'espairsRay and eggs.  XDDD

So, I was going to a D'espairsRay concert, and it was ZERO's birthday.  I wanted to "build him a cake" (sorry for the Napoleon Dynamite reference... I had to), but I didn't have all the ingredients for it, so I took him an egg (???). 
So, my sister and mom were walking ( Read more... )

 I had the most painfully perfect dream the other night.  Its such a turn-up, especially compared to the other dreams I've been having lately.

( Tears staining the silk pillow case, I woke embracing myself tightly, feeling as if my heart would burst )

I've been having this reaccurring dream that I'm at a D'espairsRay concert and I'm trying to get up to the front row where Karyu will be.  There are only a few other people there because it is still early, but still I can't get to the spot I want.  Finally, I get there and I look around at the D'espairsRay banners and I find them so completely odd ( Read more... )