Well, things are a little better. Bathroom scales are broken and I still think I might be too, but through some miracle I got a better job, and the side-effects of my anti-anxiety / anti-depressant are much milder now ( Read more... )

So, my counsellor says that I should spend half an hour a night stopping and thinking about things, or having 'me' time that doesn't involve distracting myself from my life ( Read more... )

So I kind of had some mental health issues ( Read more... )

Back up to 160 lbs! Shouldn't be suprised, not been eating healthy, work keep handing out sweets, Christmas meals and not getting to the gym in the bad weather. Sigh.

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.Ok, so I was doing alright. Eating ok, exercising enough. Until I tried to go clothes shopping yesterday. Note the used of 'tried' in that sentence ( Read more... )

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I'm ill. I have no idea what I weigh right now.

My boyfriend of over 4 years is not sure if he wants to be with me anymore.

Everything is yuck.

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.Please let this be really 148.0 lbs and not just that low because of dehydration ( Read more... )

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.I've been all over the place recently. Started restricting, or trying to but my boyfriend keeps an eagle eye on me, and there are family meals *every night* right now ( Read more... )