Urgh.
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I've been all over the place recently. Started restricting, or trying to but my boyfriend keeps an eagle eye on me, and there are family meals *every night* right now.
Then today I felt particularly rubbish, it's that time of the month, the doctor has decided to double my medication, and I'm still unemployed, I binged on 4 big cookies, the American-style ones that come in the paper packs from Tesco :s
I feel ill now, like my stomach wants to get rid of it all but there is no way I am making myself throw up. I hate, hate, hate throwing up. I wouldn't feel so bad if I could go for hours of walking like I usually do to make up for stuff like this, but I've hurt my foot and I can't go anywhere until it's better.
Grar.
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I've been all over the place recently. Started restricting, or trying to but my boyfriend keeps an eagle eye on me, and there are family meals *every night* right now.
Then today I felt particularly rubbish, it's that time of the month, the doctor has decided to double my medication, and I'm still unemployed, I binged on 4 big cookies, the American-style ones that come in the paper packs from Tesco :s
I feel ill now, like my stomach wants to get rid of it all but there is no way I am making myself throw up. I hate, hate, hate throwing up. I wouldn't feel so bad if I could go for hours of walking like I usually do to make up for stuff like this, but I've hurt my foot and I can't go anywhere until it's better.
Grar.