Apr 12, 2010 09:42
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Ok, so I was doing alright. Eating ok, exercising enough. Until I tried to go clothes shopping yesterday. Note the used of 'tried' in that sentence.
I tried on about 9 tops and a dress. The dress would have been ok, had it not been a halterneck. Took it down to the bra section, and could I find a halterneck bra in my size that fitted properly? Not at all. I had to try the plunge multi-way bras, but they still didn't fit right and give enough support in a 32G. Plus I always have this problem in that clothes designers think my boobs must be lower down on my chest than they are, so the badly fitting bra *still* showed.
I gave up.
Managed to buy some leggings to go under a skirt and 3 pairs of socks and that was it.
I'm currently leaning towards doing a liquid fast for at least 3 days, I just feel so angry. I need to be closer to the plastic models that they actually show the clothes on. I'm always the largest tops size they do in so many things. XL in Roxy, 16 in Jane Norman, 16 in Red Herring.
Frustrated and fat,
Merlin.
rant