I never know what to write about anymore and it seems like every time I think of something, I start second-guessing myself thinking no one wants to read it anyway and that it'll just be a bunch of ramblings to scroll over ( Read more... )

monsterblomster posted this video on her journal, and it's kinda cool, so I thought I'd post it as well.

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I've cleared up by f-list quite a bit, and there's lots of people still on it that almost never updates.

I need new friends. Want hook me up with some of yours?

Another music video...

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And how I found the song

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I was just removed from someone's f-list. No idea why, although I think it might have been something to do with the comments I've made on how trying to scare me away from Lexapro/Cipralex within the first week of taking the drug won't do any good, and won't work ( Read more... )

i'm pretty close to giving up.

She was the one who said that after all we've been through, we should give it a second chance and patch up. That was on Thursday. So i said, sure, i'll add you back on (after taking her off my f-list for trying to control the content of my journal.

Come Friday and i haven't heard from her, nor has she made a comment or ( Read more... )

Over the last few months, I've gone from strictly filtered and friends only posts to posting mostly open for all on all topics, some of it being "spectrum-entries" which I was going to keep private in the first place. I have another blog for that - read that one.

If you're reading my journal, but never put me on your friends list, this is the time ( Read more... )

I suck. No matter what I do, I always end up offending people.

Thanks for all the comments yesterday. I'd reply to each of them, but I'm too tired and weak to find something to say ( Read more... )

Umm... I just lots of books in the mail. And... There were two of the same; Women from another Planet? Our Lives in the Universe of Autism?

One I got for myself, but the other remains a mystery...

So, Mark (who I guess I know only by screenname). Thank you! I'll be keeping the copy you got me and offer the other for donation in aspergerOver to something ( Read more... )

People keep reading the worst possible meaning into every little thing I say. How can it be ok for some to vent in their journals, but not for me? I've set two of my entries to 'private' and am contemplating a big cut because I feel I'm constantly bashed for speaking my mind and airing my feelings in my journal ( Read more... )

( Incoherent ramblings )