Dec 31, 2007 03:15
People keep reading the worst possible meaning into every little thing I say. How can it be ok for some to vent in their journals, but not for me? I've set two of my entries to 'private' and am contemplating a big cut because I feel I'm constantly bashed for speaking my mind and airing my feelings in my journal.
I have several times contacted LJ-friends/RL-friends in any way I can after reading posts on here where they are deeply upset and very down, very often right after it's posted because, hey, I'm on here refreshing the site very, very often. I try to show you all that I care, but it goes unnoticed by some and the favor is seldom, if never, returned.
Sorry for meeting you perfection standards. Cut me if you want. I don't care anymore.
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