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I never know what to write about anymore and it seems like every time I think of something, I start second-guessing myself thinking no one wants to read it anyway and that it'll just be a bunch of ramblings to scroll over.
I'm not even sure people notice the lack of new entries, that I hardly write anything at all these days, and I'm not sure anyone care. I seem to have lost nearly all contact I used to have with my LJ-friends. There was a time when the people I had met through LiveJournal was considered my closest friends, but now there's no one filling that position :( I don't like it at all - it's lonely.
What used to be something so important to me has withered into a chore. I hardly see a point in refreshing my friends list more than a few times a day. I scroll over most communities, but I always read what you guys write. I just don't know how to connect anymore.
This will seem as whining to you, I know, but... there it is :( If there's any way for me to get back, I'll try my hardest to do so. But at the moment, life isn't all that much.
I'm not even sure people notice the lack of new entries, that I hardly write anything at all these days, and I'm not sure anyone care. I seem to have lost nearly all contact I used to have with my LJ-friends. There was a time when the people I had met through LiveJournal was considered my closest friends, but now there's no one filling that position :( I don't like it at all - it's lonely.
What used to be something so important to me has withered into a chore. I hardly see a point in refreshing my friends list more than a few times a day. I scroll over most communities, but I always read what you guys write. I just don't know how to connect anymore.
This will seem as whining to you, I know, but... there it is :( If there's any way for me to get back, I'll try my hardest to do so. But at the moment, life isn't all that much.