Soooo, I got a job at Macy's. They let you schedule your own hours, which sounds cool, until you find out that everyone and their mother is going to be fighting for those same hours.

Bogus.

But hopefully i'll be a good enough employee for them to keep permanently. As of right now, I am seasonal.

Bogus squared.

But it is a job, and it will be a ( Read more... )

Hello again. :)

Still on the job hunt. Very saddening. I want to get a job already. I want to be able to provide for myself. And not have John supporting me, God bless him.

He loves me. And I love him more than I've ever loved anyone outside of family. I want to marry him :)

I've been hanging out with Socorro the last couple days. That's been really ( Read more... )

it's been a while.

I was reading over my old entries. Wow. That's all i can really say.
I have changed sooo much. And reading the things i was going through five years ago really made me realize it. I was such a child. And the things that happened were so much bigger than I was.

What's funny though, is that a lot of stuff that had happened, ( Read more... )

i was just reading through a bunch of my old entries. i've changed a lot. even since my last entry. but mostly in the past few years.
i'm a totally different person.

and i've realized that i whined a lot on here. lol.

so here's the deal: jimmy's out. i don't talk to him, i don't see him ever, and all that good stuff. i don't get sad if i think about ( Read more... )

i'm pretending everything is ok.
i'm pretending like i'm over him.
and i'm pretending that i'm not.
but i am.
i'm devistated.
completely devistated.
i don't understand.
i don't understand how someone can be the most amazing person i've ever met.
but then turn out to be someone i don't even know.

because i don't. i don't know him anymore.
everything he's told ( Read more... )

 i am truely in love.
and i fall for him over and over everytime i am with him.

it's amazing.

life is going pretty good right now.
pretty much.

i'm going to prom again. lol.
nancy invited me to go with her.
i feel honored, and very excited.
i didn't look and feel good at my prom.
so i get another chance. 
to relive it all over again.

i'm super stoked.

but yeah ( Read more... )

i battle with myself daily.
i over-analyze things. i make everything good in my life seem bad.
everything going good has to be bad. nothing can be going right for me. i question the motives of everyone. i think "there is no way they can be doing this because they want to. what's the catch? what are they getting out of this?" things like that. i hate ( Read more... )

pffft.

i'm so bored right now.

i took like a four hour nap today...
ugh.
now i most likely won't sleep all night long.

=[

oh well...

yeah, so i don't know why i'm updating this...lol

so, i'm gonna stop then.

k bye.

=]

ok.
so, i'm in love with High School Musical.
and High School Musical 2.

i cannot believe that i told myself that HSM was the lamest thing ever.

lol.

i will admit that it's sooo lame, and very corny, but that's precisely what makes it brilliant.

good times.
i'm very happy that i watched it.
and the second one is even better.
the soundtrack is on my ipod.
:)

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wow. 
it's been a while.
i'm not quite sure why i am updating this, 
but i think it is because sometimes myspace gets lame.
and when you post a blog on there, the whole world can read it.

oooh well. 
it really doesn't matter.
so anyways.

life is going fantastic right now. i am sooo happy that it's almost ridiculous.

i went on a trip to thousand oaks with my ( Read more... )